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[Drabbles/Ongoing] Love at the Last Moment 8/??
Title: Love at the Last Moment 8/?
Author: ica_90
Lenght: Drabble and Ongoing
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: 3 months left.. within this 3 months, he loves him once again.
Disclaimer : i own them not... *dissapointed*
Flashback
Nino POV
Both of us keep eating in silent. I didn’t put a lot of effort on making a conversation. And knowing him, he doesn’t really talks a lot.
I could feel my body getting weaker by day. When I ask him to send me back to the hospital, I mean it. I just don’t want to burden him with my own problem. He has a life to make trough while I have a life that will be end any moment soon.
I feel so much guilty when I heard about his resignation from his work. Only if I didn’t come home, he won’t do that. He’ll secure a good future for his own.
And so, I decided to annoy him with my attitude. Hoping that he’ll get enough of it and then he left me alone. But no, he’s not. He stays. No matter how annoying I’ve been, how many times I ignored him. He always there.
At one point I thought he loves me. But then realization hit me. He didn’t do it because he loves me. he does all that because of what he feels, guilty.
I sigh for a countless times already. The food infront me, I just watch them, not able to eat them. I just lost my appetite and I’m sure he notice that. but no, he never give up to make sure that I’ll eat. Even a little.
“you’re done?” he asks, a little cold in his tone. And yes, it hurts me. but it’s my choice, right? I want him to leave me. maybe I’ll succeed.
“I guess so,” I say, pushing the plate away from me.
“good then. Go pack your stuff. I’ll send you back to the hospital,” he says, taking my plate away to the kitchen.
Here, a drop of tear fall on my wrist.
***
I didn’t went out from the car until he opens the door for me. not acting spoiled, but this is not the right destination. Not at all.
I greet him with an unsatisfied face once he opened the door for me.
“we’re here,” he smugs.
“no, we’re not,” I pout. “this is not a hospital, Oh-chan. this is a…”
“harbor,” he cuts me. “I’m taking you for a date,”
“sorry???”
“one last date, before I send you back to the hospital. And if you think that I’ll leave you like what you want, forget it. I won’t leave you. not anymore,” he says, dragging me out from the car before taking along all the stuff that I didn’t remember packing.
“you know it won’t work right? You know I have this seasickness and such. And why the hell are you taking a lot of stuff? It’s just a one day… date right?” I ask, a little confuse with word I use. He laughs.
“wrong. Who says it’s gonna be a day? a day won’t be enough for me to fish, convince you how much I love you.. or… to have a long making love session with you,” he says, causing me to blush.
What on earth is happening?
I fold my arms, watching him loading all the stuff onto the boat. This shouldn’t continue. I try to find an excuse but none of them make any sense. Just when I found once, it fails.
“I forget my medicine,” I say, causing him to frown looking at me. “not forget. I intentionally leave it at home, because I thought we’re going to the hospital,”
“I know…” he replies soft.
“this date isn’t going to work Oh-chan. let’s..”
“it is going to work,” he says, pulling out something from his bag which I recognize it as my medicine box. “I’ve pack it along. Stop giving excuses, Ninomiya. Come here,”
I give up. Maybe, it won’t be too bad to give a try.
***
NEXT
hello people... well, i fail my VIVA, and i need to re-present my project *dissapointed* and i've done with the University concert *phew*. but for now, i'll focus on my final exam. and knowing myself, i usually write when i am stress. that's how i deal with my stress XD.. so maybe you can expect some fic from me this coming days.
AND!!!! this is for the fandom. newbies or long-lasting members.
i think the community has clearly stated that re-posting, re-selling, re-uploading to any sharing or streaming websites are prohibited. why on earth are there people who are too dumb to understand? it's risking us in so many ways, why can't these people understand that? i am so dissapointed with these people seriously. it's other people works. please respect them.
yes, we can spread the love. but not that way. it's so rude to do that. so please, newbies especially *though i'm not really been in fandom for a long time. now this is my 2nd year as an Arashi fan*, learn the rules. if you don't understand that, ask the Senpai why it should be that way. and for the senpai, please don't be so selfish to share your information about this with the kouhai. i'm sure the senpai knows better about this, so they won't be doing this. *unless if they're too dumb to follow the rules*
yes, i'm mad. because this issue affect my sources of happiness. so please, pardon me for my harsh words, and my random thoughts.
thanks~
Author: ica_90
Lenght: Drabble and Ongoing
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: 3 months left.. within this 3 months, he loves him once again.
Disclaimer : i own them not... *dissapointed*
Flashback
Nino POV
Both of us keep eating in silent. I didn’t put a lot of effort on making a conversation. And knowing him, he doesn’t really talks a lot.
I could feel my body getting weaker by day. When I ask him to send me back to the hospital, I mean it. I just don’t want to burden him with my own problem. He has a life to make trough while I have a life that will be end any moment soon.
I feel so much guilty when I heard about his resignation from his work. Only if I didn’t come home, he won’t do that. He’ll secure a good future for his own.
And so, I decided to annoy him with my attitude. Hoping that he’ll get enough of it and then he left me alone. But no, he’s not. He stays. No matter how annoying I’ve been, how many times I ignored him. He always there.
At one point I thought he loves me. But then realization hit me. He didn’t do it because he loves me. he does all that because of what he feels, guilty.
I sigh for a countless times already. The food infront me, I just watch them, not able to eat them. I just lost my appetite and I’m sure he notice that. but no, he never give up to make sure that I’ll eat. Even a little.
“you’re done?” he asks, a little cold in his tone. And yes, it hurts me. but it’s my choice, right? I want him to leave me. maybe I’ll succeed.
“I guess so,” I say, pushing the plate away from me.
“good then. Go pack your stuff. I’ll send you back to the hospital,” he says, taking my plate away to the kitchen.
Here, a drop of tear fall on my wrist.
***
I didn’t went out from the car until he opens the door for me. not acting spoiled, but this is not the right destination. Not at all.
I greet him with an unsatisfied face once he opened the door for me.
“we’re here,” he smugs.
“no, we’re not,” I pout. “this is not a hospital, Oh-chan. this is a…”
“harbor,” he cuts me. “I’m taking you for a date,”
“sorry???”
“one last date, before I send you back to the hospital. And if you think that I’ll leave you like what you want, forget it. I won’t leave you. not anymore,” he says, dragging me out from the car before taking along all the stuff that I didn’t remember packing.
“you know it won’t work right? You know I have this seasickness and such. And why the hell are you taking a lot of stuff? It’s just a one day… date right?” I ask, a little confuse with word I use. He laughs.
“wrong. Who says it’s gonna be a day? a day won’t be enough for me to fish, convince you how much I love you.. or… to have a long making love session with you,” he says, causing me to blush.
What on earth is happening?
I fold my arms, watching him loading all the stuff onto the boat. This shouldn’t continue. I try to find an excuse but none of them make any sense. Just when I found once, it fails.
“I forget my medicine,” I say, causing him to frown looking at me. “not forget. I intentionally leave it at home, because I thought we’re going to the hospital,”
“I know…” he replies soft.
“this date isn’t going to work Oh-chan. let’s..”
“it is going to work,” he says, pulling out something from his bag which I recognize it as my medicine box. “I’ve pack it along. Stop giving excuses, Ninomiya. Come here,”
I give up. Maybe, it won’t be too bad to give a try.
***
NEXT
hello people... well, i fail my VIVA, and i need to re-present my project *dissapointed* and i've done with the University concert *phew*. but for now, i'll focus on my final exam. and knowing myself, i usually write when i am stress. that's how i deal with my stress XD.. so maybe you can expect some fic from me this coming days.
AND!!!! this is for the fandom. newbies or long-lasting members.
i think the community has clearly stated that re-posting, re-selling, re-uploading to any sharing or streaming websites are prohibited. why on earth are there people who are too dumb to understand? it's risking us in so many ways, why can't these people understand that? i am so dissapointed with these people seriously. it's other people works. please respect them.
yes, we can spread the love. but not that way. it's so rude to do that. so please, newbies especially *though i'm not really been in fandom for a long time. now this is my 2nd year as an Arashi fan*, learn the rules. if you don't understand that, ask the Senpai why it should be that way. and for the senpai, please don't be so selfish to share your information about this with the kouhai. i'm sure the senpai knows better about this, so they won't be doing this. *unless if they're too dumb to follow the rules*
yes, i'm mad. because this issue affect my sources of happiness. so please, pardon me for my harsh words, and my random thoughts.
thanks~
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Getting really sad T____T
Ah, yes it's really getting hard on fandom lately. Most community closed their membership. I fell really ashamed by what happened, especially because it's happened in my own country. You're right about should learn thing, I'm new too in fandom and I learn fairly early because someone told me. This thing won't stopped as long as fandom is but I hope something like this can be decreased ^^
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thanks a lot for reading :)