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ica_90Six – Proposal & The Check Up
“You’re too beautiful for me to stop complimenting kazu,”
I smug. “I know,”
“Come to think about it, I remembered Sho-kun asking me yesterday if I ever found you glowing,”
“Glowing?” I laughed.
“Yeah. As if you’re much attractive than before. I mean you’re already beautiful since before, so…”
“Ok, ok, whatever it is. So what is it?”
“Sho-san said he read somewhere that by the 20th week of pregnancy, the amount of blood in your body will increase by as much as 50 percent. Your oil glands will be more active and your skin will appears shiner. So it makes your skin appear healthier, beautiful and glowing. Now that I said it, you do look like what he has been described,” he said, pinching my cheek. I push him away harsh.
“Tell him for me, Oh-chan. you really should stop getting close to Sakurai Sho just because he makes you talkative enough with things that I found it kinda hard to understand. I’m an idol. Not a gynecologist!”
He laughed, I however was faking one.
To be honest, the anxious I felt since a week ago never faded away. Thanks to Aiba-chan’s curiousity, his question has been revolving in my head and I couldn’t find the way out to it.what if there’s no way for the baby to be delivered? What if the baby died just because they couldn’t find a way for it? The questions kept haunting me like forever.
But then, I felt Oh-chan’s hand wrapping my body even tighter. I observed his face through the mirror in front of us and I could see he’s serious.
“I know you’re worried,”
I raised my eyebrows, smirking just to hide everything I felt inside. He is indeed true, but I guess my ego just prevent me from admitting his word.
He landed his chin on my shoulder as our gaze met through the mirror. His face was just the same, his usual sleepy face, but when he begins his next words, it was full of determination.
I wasn’t sure when he took it, but when suddenly one of his hands made it way to my hand, slipping a cold metal into my ring finger, my eyes can’t help widen in surprise.
“Oh-chan, what-“
“I know you hate real commitment. All of this time together sometimes makes me think that one day you’ll be bored of me and will leave me. I will gladly let you go because I’m sure that will make you happy,”
He paused. I couldn’t found a word to say, everything was so sudden that it left me in a shock state, but when he turned me around to face him, kiss me tenderly on my lips before he looked at me once again with those loving gaze. I could sense his nervousness when he suddenly propose.
“but this time, I’m sure that whatever happen, I will not let you go away from me. I will fight for it and I want to fight for it even before it happened. So kazu-“he kneeled in front of me. “Would you please be wed to me, makes thing legal between us until death do us apart?”
“Oh-chan- but- but-“
“I know it’s not legal in here. But we can go somewhere, makes thing legal between us and come back here, going on with our routine like usual. We didn’t need the world to know about the two of us but I just want something to make it work between the two of us,”
“In case you forget oh-chan, even married couple divorce. This marriage thing doesn’t a confirm way to kept us stay forever,”
“That’s why I need you to promise that until death do us apart,”
“That’s selfish!” I retort, almost screaming. “you asked me to promise that when you didn’t even recite the same!”
“Because I will stay by your side, even when you hate me, when you found wrinkles on my face that will make you found me no longer attractive, I will stay even until you die. You might find it funny when I said this, but if possible, I wanna be buried inside the grave with you if it ever happens!”
I fell silent. My hand kept playing with the ring on my fingers, hesitating to make a decision.
I heave a sigh.
“I wanna wear tuxedo then,” I replied, making his eyes widen with excitement. “and I want you to wear the dress!”
“What! It is you who carrying a baby,” I laughed, watching him pouting.
“Joke oh-chan. geez, you’re too sensitive,” I said, dropping a peck of kiss on his lips. “but I definitely won’t wear a dress, don’t you start imagining one,” he giggled.
“You already wore one, Kazu. Looked at you,” he said, laughing along with his words. I hit his head soft.
Once again, he turned me to face the mirror, hugging from behind as he caressed my obvious bump.
The baby was way too active at this period that I wasn’t sure if it was normal for a 21st week. But it was way too hilarious watching Oh-chan’s shock face when he felt the baby’s kicking. I couldn’t help to laugh, but at the same time felt bless.
*****
At first, I thought it went fine just like always. But until the doctor started his explanation, i wasn’t really sure if I really want to keep the baby anymore.
“I have some news for the two of you. However I’m not sure if two out of three news will be a good news for you, Ninomiya-san,”
Both me and Oh-chan frown. My sweaty hand was holding his hand, asking for some support from him.
“I’ll begin with the good one then, the baby is healthy. From the ultrasound we had done just now, I can confirm you that it will be a boy,”
“Well, it’s good then. I never know how to handle a girl after all,” I tried to ease the tense I felt at the moment, chuckling by my own joke, but when the tense never faded from oh-chan’s face, I sigh.
“what about another two news, then?” I asked.
I could see the doctor took one deep breath before he begins.
“One thing that you should know, Ninomiya-san that a man’s body couldn’t work the same way as the woman does,” it felt like a dejavu. Someone did say this last time. “It’s still a miracle on how your body has a womb that kept the baby there, though the channel for you to deliver the baby is a little impossible though.”
“unlike v*****, a*****e couldn’t stretch big enough for the baby to pass through it. The only way for you to deliver the baby is by caesarean,”
“Wait! Wait!” I stopped him, panic. “So you’re saying that I’m going to have my stomach cut and the baby coming out from there? You’ve got to be kidding me,” I said, slightly hyperventilating.
“Sort of,” the doctor replied calmly. For god sake, someone please kill the doctor, please!
“One more thing, Ninomiya-san,” the doctor started again. “We never experienced with this kind of situation before. But men pregnancy could be difference from woman. Did you notice that your progress was a little faster than what your knowledge told you?”
I couldn’t nod nor shake my head as answer.
“You’re on your 21st week. But your progress when we compared to female pregnancy are already 32nd week. With this progress, we can say that the baby might be needed to be deliver earlier than we could think,”
It‘s too much! I can’t handle it. I wanna go home. I wanna go home and take some sleep and wake up just to find that this is just a nightmare that I’ve been imagining after watching that one movie about man pregnancy last time.
But my request wasn’t granted. In fact it worsens when Oh-chan finally opened his mouth, asking for something that was a horror for me to hear.
“When will he due then?”
“On calculation, maybe, on his 24th week,”
I was hoping that this is just a nightmare. But when I felt the baby kicking inside me, I realized that it is indeed happening.
Ignoring about what people said about man shouldn’t cry, I cried.
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i'm too lazy to separate between paragraph. i hope it won't appear messy.
“You’re too beautiful for me to stop complimenting kazu,”
I smug. “I know,”
“Come to think about it, I remembered Sho-kun asking me yesterday if I ever found you glowing,”
“Glowing?” I laughed.
“Yeah. As if you’re much attractive than before. I mean you’re already beautiful since before, so…”
“Ok, ok, whatever it is. So what is it?”
“Sho-san said he read somewhere that by the 20th week of pregnancy, the amount of blood in your body will increase by as much as 50 percent. Your oil glands will be more active and your skin will appears shiner. So it makes your skin appear healthier, beautiful and glowing. Now that I said it, you do look like what he has been described,” he said, pinching my cheek. I push him away harsh.
“Tell him for me, Oh-chan. you really should stop getting close to Sakurai Sho just because he makes you talkative enough with things that I found it kinda hard to understand. I’m an idol. Not a gynecologist!”
He laughed, I however was faking one.
To be honest, the anxious I felt since a week ago never faded away. Thanks to Aiba-chan’s curiousity, his question has been revolving in my head and I couldn’t find the way out to it.what if there’s no way for the baby to be delivered? What if the baby died just because they couldn’t find a way for it? The questions kept haunting me like forever.
But then, I felt Oh-chan’s hand wrapping my body even tighter. I observed his face through the mirror in front of us and I could see he’s serious.
“I know you’re worried,”
I raised my eyebrows, smirking just to hide everything I felt inside. He is indeed true, but I guess my ego just prevent me from admitting his word.
He landed his chin on my shoulder as our gaze met through the mirror. His face was just the same, his usual sleepy face, but when he begins his next words, it was full of determination.
I wasn’t sure when he took it, but when suddenly one of his hands made it way to my hand, slipping a cold metal into my ring finger, my eyes can’t help widen in surprise.
“Oh-chan, what-“
“I know you hate real commitment. All of this time together sometimes makes me think that one day you’ll be bored of me and will leave me. I will gladly let you go because I’m sure that will make you happy,”
He paused. I couldn’t found a word to say, everything was so sudden that it left me in a shock state, but when he turned me around to face him, kiss me tenderly on my lips before he looked at me once again with those loving gaze. I could sense his nervousness when he suddenly propose.
“but this time, I’m sure that whatever happen, I will not let you go away from me. I will fight for it and I want to fight for it even before it happened. So kazu-“he kneeled in front of me. “Would you please be wed to me, makes thing legal between us until death do us apart?”
“Oh-chan- but- but-“
“I know it’s not legal in here. But we can go somewhere, makes thing legal between us and come back here, going on with our routine like usual. We didn’t need the world to know about the two of us but I just want something to make it work between the two of us,”
“In case you forget oh-chan, even married couple divorce. This marriage thing doesn’t a confirm way to kept us stay forever,”
“That’s why I need you to promise that until death do us apart,”
“That’s selfish!” I retort, almost screaming. “you asked me to promise that when you didn’t even recite the same!”
“Because I will stay by your side, even when you hate me, when you found wrinkles on my face that will make you found me no longer attractive, I will stay even until you die. You might find it funny when I said this, but if possible, I wanna be buried inside the grave with you if it ever happens!”
I fell silent. My hand kept playing with the ring on my fingers, hesitating to make a decision.
I heave a sigh.
“I wanna wear tuxedo then,” I replied, making his eyes widen with excitement. “and I want you to wear the dress!”
“What! It is you who carrying a baby,” I laughed, watching him pouting.
“Joke oh-chan. geez, you’re too sensitive,” I said, dropping a peck of kiss on his lips. “but I definitely won’t wear a dress, don’t you start imagining one,” he giggled.
“You already wore one, Kazu. Looked at you,” he said, laughing along with his words. I hit his head soft.
Once again, he turned me to face the mirror, hugging from behind as he caressed my obvious bump.
The baby was way too active at this period that I wasn’t sure if it was normal for a 21st week. But it was way too hilarious watching Oh-chan’s shock face when he felt the baby’s kicking. I couldn’t help to laugh, but at the same time felt bless.
*****
At first, I thought it went fine just like always. But until the doctor started his explanation, i wasn’t really sure if I really want to keep the baby anymore.
“I have some news for the two of you. However I’m not sure if two out of three news will be a good news for you, Ninomiya-san,”
Both me and Oh-chan frown. My sweaty hand was holding his hand, asking for some support from him.
“I’ll begin with the good one then, the baby is healthy. From the ultrasound we had done just now, I can confirm you that it will be a boy,”
“Well, it’s good then. I never know how to handle a girl after all,” I tried to ease the tense I felt at the moment, chuckling by my own joke, but when the tense never faded from oh-chan’s face, I sigh.
“what about another two news, then?” I asked.
I could see the doctor took one deep breath before he begins.
“One thing that you should know, Ninomiya-san that a man’s body couldn’t work the same way as the woman does,” it felt like a dejavu. Someone did say this last time. “It’s still a miracle on how your body has a womb that kept the baby there, though the channel for you to deliver the baby is a little impossible though.”
“unlike v*****, a*****e couldn’t stretch big enough for the baby to pass through it. The only way for you to deliver the baby is by caesarean,”
“Wait! Wait!” I stopped him, panic. “So you’re saying that I’m going to have my stomach cut and the baby coming out from there? You’ve got to be kidding me,” I said, slightly hyperventilating.
“Sort of,” the doctor replied calmly. For god sake, someone please kill the doctor, please!
“One more thing, Ninomiya-san,” the doctor started again. “We never experienced with this kind of situation before. But men pregnancy could be difference from woman. Did you notice that your progress was a little faster than what your knowledge told you?”
I couldn’t nod nor shake my head as answer.
“You’re on your 21st week. But your progress when we compared to female pregnancy are already 32nd week. With this progress, we can say that the baby might be needed to be deliver earlier than we could think,”
It‘s too much! I can’t handle it. I wanna go home. I wanna go home and take some sleep and wake up just to find that this is just a nightmare that I’ve been imagining after watching that one movie about man pregnancy last time.
But my request wasn’t granted. In fact it worsens when Oh-chan finally opened his mouth, asking for something that was a horror for me to hear.
“When will he due then?”
“On calculation, maybe, on his 24th week,”
I was hoping that this is just a nightmare. But when I felt the baby kicking inside me, I realized that it is indeed happening.
Ignoring about what people said about man shouldn’t cry, I cried.
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i'm too lazy to separate between paragraph. i hope it won't appear messy.
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Date: 2015-02-25 08:20 pm (UTC)Ohchan do something! *darted nervously*
Poor Nino, hormone and stress do give great impact on emotions and moods. *hug*
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Date: 2015-02-26 03:41 am (UTC)daijoubu. oh-chan is there. i'm sure he'll assure nino that everything will be fine.
jun will help him too, daijoubu.
thanks a lot for reading and commenting :))
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Date: 2015-02-25 09:43 pm (UTC)first of all.. i don't think this chapter can be called as a drabble. i'm amazed you write this long for this chapter which of course make me happy. if it's november i'm sure you're writing for nano xD
umh.. proposal and kneeling again but this time with the real ring. oh so love. nino's anxiety about marriage and separation sounds too real :p but ohno persists on it to make it legal ♡
and. you went on observation? xD this chapter kinda gives info
as always thanks and thanks ♡
go go go !! 4 chapters for tmr? :p *runs
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Date: 2015-02-26 03:50 am (UTC)thanks dear :)
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Date: 2015-02-26 02:41 am (UTC)I cant stop from gigling while reading but its so gross too(i'm sorry) but mostly i'm very like . LOL
Thats all and looking forward to the next chapter 😃
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Date: 2015-02-26 03:49 am (UTC)thanks a lot fro reading. hopefully that i can post something tonight :)
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Date: 2015-02-26 03:59 am (UTC)looking forward to the next chapter~
and btw, ohno's such sweetie pie~
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Date: 2015-02-26 05:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-02-26 08:49 pm (UTC)I'm waiting for the next , ganbatte kudasai 😉
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Date: 2015-02-26 11:46 pm (UTC)thank you for update!!:D
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Date: 2015-02-27 04:42 pm (UTC)