Just to avoid me from forgetting...

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these scene are going to be included in the next chapter of Maybe Forever. it's unbeta, you might see changes here and there
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"Don't go,"

Jun sounded in despair as he pleaded him. His hand was gripping Nino's hand, hoping that he will stop from obeying a desperate Ohno.

He didn't want Nino to hurt again. Maybe Ohno really needed a support from Nino, someone who had and still love him no matter how hard he tried to deny it. Maybe Ohno just need a shoulder to lean by. but for god only know how long will they survived.

"Kazu, please. Don't go," he repeated. Nino looked at him, confused and sadness mixed in that gaze.

"he needed me, Jun,"

"What about me?" Jun said, pulling the man closer towards him. "I need you too. i need you from long before. I need you before you even realized how much you mean to me."

Nino smiled.

"i always realized it, Jun. Except, I'm just an idiot who follow my heart rather than my brain. I'm sure I will be happy with you if i never fall in love with him."

"then, don't go. Stay here. with me. I'll make sure that you won't want to leave me for him anymore. God. Nino. I love you!"

Once again, Nino smiled. his eyes soften as he looked into the man's eyes, saying his word in hope it will reached the man too.

"Took you forever to say it directly to me, Matsumoto," he said, his lips forming a beautiful smile, the beautiful one Jun ever saw. "But he needs me. for now. I'm sorry,"

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Please don't kill me when you read this later :P