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[ongoing/drabble] For Who You Are - Ohmiya [2/10]
Title: For Who You Are :Two – I have my family
Author : ica_90
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : NC-17 (no direct mention)
Genre: A little angst, gonna be fluff towards the end, mpreg,
Summary : at least, he still has a family
Disclaimer: Ninomiya Kazunari and ohno Satoshi, forgive me for my weird imagination. Forgive me for my idea. But please stay forever. I love you guys.
Notes: unbeta. For my beloved Ohmiya sisters who have been hurting together with me since 3 days ago. I love you guys (dini, zha, and tiqa). this fic is just a way to help myself from the writer block i'm facing at the moment. each chapter will contain less than 1000 words, hence i put this under drabble.
I have nowhere to go. Hell no way I’m going back to our shared apartment. He left, but that didn’t mean he won’t came back and spit all his horrible words to me. Being a man that is bearing a child was already a torture thought. I don’t want to add my own burden by listening to him.
I wasn’t sure what I should do. Get rid of the baby is the first thing I had in mind. There’s no possible way I can have the baby inside me when all the works required me to do physical movement. But get rid of the baby was the same as killing a life. I’m not a killer.
My mind was so mess up. My phone didn’t stopped vibrating inside the pocket, and I just refuse to bother about it. it could be Jun-kun because he always worried about me, or Aiba-chan because sometime his unable to read the situation part of him save me from hell, or maybe Sho-chan, because he’s the mother hen of Arashi. but I doubt it will be Oh-chan. That jerk who has accused me for cheating behind him. jerk!
But, when the next thing I realized was I was standing in front of my family’s house I felt panic. Questions rush after another into my head that it makes me spinning and feeling like puking everything I had in my stomach. I felt like running away but before I could, neechan has opened the door.
“Kazu. You look miserable. What’s wrong?”
And again, the words slurred passed my lips. “neechan. I’m pregnant. What should I do?”
I could see she was staring at me in horror. Her reaction was just like I had expected. Of course, she’s gonna send me to the asylum after this and that is the last thing I wanted.
I turned around, thinking of running away from the place, but before I could, neechan manage to grab my wrist, stopping me from doing so.
“come in, baby boy. Let’s talk inside,”
“kaachan-“
“she’s always biased towards you. I’m sure she won’t throw you away,”
Yeah, she’s not. But for an hour, all I received was an empty stare from her.
I disappoint her. I understand how hurt she is. I am suppose to give her grandchildren by impregnate a girl, not getting pregnant by myself. At this moment, I’m sure kaachan must have the same thought as what Oh-chan had just now. that I’m gross. that I’m-
“it’s ohno-kun, isn’t it?” my eyes widen for once before I lowered my head, refused to met her eyes. Slowly I nodded.
“he doesn’t want to take responsibility?” I shook my head. kaachan sighed. Before I knew it, I could feel some pressure next to me as kaachan was sitting next to me.
“taking care of a child without a partner is tough, kazu. But, we’ll be here for you,”
My eyes widen. I looked at kaachan straight into her eyes, trying to find the sincerity in her words earlier. It’s there.
“you’re not mad at me?”
“rather than mad, I’m disappointed,” yappari… “But still, I’ll have a grandchild, so why not,” she grinned, winking at my
sister. Neechan giggled. I can’t help snorting but at the same I’m glad. At least I won’t be alone getting through all of this.
“Of course you’re not going to be alone, Kazu. That’s what family is for. We’ll supporting each other when the whole world are against us,”
Tears that have been welling up my eyes broke. I silently cried as I lean into my mum’s embrace. It was soothing especially when she started playing with my hair as well.
“Don’t cry, kazu. They baby will be sad. Wait here while I prepare your room upstairs. A mother-, I mean a father- whatever. It’s confusing. But whatever it is, you need to rest. A lot,”
I watched my excited mother make her way upstairs, leaving me and my neechan alone in the living room. the awkward atmosphere I felt earlier disappear into thin air. I observed her who kept grinning as she looked towards my direction. When she mouthed ‘omedetou’ towards me, I can’t hold myself from laughing.
What a weird family I have.
***
I was wrong when I said there might be no call from Oh-chan. in fact, his number of call was the most compared to the other three. But I have no courage to answer them. What if he’s going to ask me to abort the baby? What if he cursed me again?
Our relation might have come to an end. But the pain he would cause me might be greater than the pain of being stabbed by a real knife. I refused to meet him anymore. Not until I safely give birth to this baby.
But during dinner, the doorbell ring. My heart was thumping so hard along with my mind guessing the guest. I was right, it was him. kaachan went to meet him while I hid from his sight.
“Ano- Ninomiya-san,” I could hear hesitation in his voice when he began talking. “is Kazu here?”
“He’s not here, my dear. What’s wrong?” Kaachan faked an answer. I could hear he heave a sigh.
“umm- ano- if he came here, could you passed this message to him?”
Kaachan nodded.
“Tell him that I could see his shoes here. I understand if he didn’t want to meet me, but please tell him that we really need to talk,”
“ohno-kun, I know it’s tough for you,”
“it is tough for me, indeed but-“
“it’s ok. but I’ll tell you one thing, dear boy. Kazu is my child. If you couldn’t accept him for whom he is, he still has us,”
“I’m not-“
“My son need his rest, Ohno-kun. it is enough for today. Take care of yourself on your way home. oyasumi,”
My body shuddered as I tried to hold myself from crying. But of course, I failed.
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i wanna try updating this once everyday. let's see how will it go
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One- I’m pregnant || Two – I have my family || Three – Nino, Stop Running Away From Me
Author : ica_90
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : NC-17 (no direct mention)
Genre: A little angst, gonna be fluff towards the end, mpreg,
Summary : at least, he still has a family
Disclaimer: Ninomiya Kazunari and ohno Satoshi, forgive me for my weird imagination. Forgive me for my idea. But please stay forever. I love you guys.
Notes: unbeta. For my beloved Ohmiya sisters who have been hurting together with me since 3 days ago. I love you guys (dini, zha, and tiqa). this fic is just a way to help myself from the writer block i'm facing at the moment. each chapter will contain less than 1000 words, hence i put this under drabble.
I have nowhere to go. Hell no way I’m going back to our shared apartment. He left, but that didn’t mean he won’t came back and spit all his horrible words to me. Being a man that is bearing a child was already a torture thought. I don’t want to add my own burden by listening to him.
I wasn’t sure what I should do. Get rid of the baby is the first thing I had in mind. There’s no possible way I can have the baby inside me when all the works required me to do physical movement. But get rid of the baby was the same as killing a life. I’m not a killer.
My mind was so mess up. My phone didn’t stopped vibrating inside the pocket, and I just refuse to bother about it. it could be Jun-kun because he always worried about me, or Aiba-chan because sometime his unable to read the situation part of him save me from hell, or maybe Sho-chan, because he’s the mother hen of Arashi. but I doubt it will be Oh-chan. That jerk who has accused me for cheating behind him. jerk!
But, when the next thing I realized was I was standing in front of my family’s house I felt panic. Questions rush after another into my head that it makes me spinning and feeling like puking everything I had in my stomach. I felt like running away but before I could, neechan has opened the door.
“Kazu. You look miserable. What’s wrong?”
And again, the words slurred passed my lips. “neechan. I’m pregnant. What should I do?”
I could see she was staring at me in horror. Her reaction was just like I had expected. Of course, she’s gonna send me to the asylum after this and that is the last thing I wanted.
I turned around, thinking of running away from the place, but before I could, neechan manage to grab my wrist, stopping me from doing so.
“come in, baby boy. Let’s talk inside,”
“kaachan-“
“she’s always biased towards you. I’m sure she won’t throw you away,”
Yeah, she’s not. But for an hour, all I received was an empty stare from her.
I disappoint her. I understand how hurt she is. I am suppose to give her grandchildren by impregnate a girl, not getting pregnant by myself. At this moment, I’m sure kaachan must have the same thought as what Oh-chan had just now. that I’m gross. that I’m-
“it’s ohno-kun, isn’t it?” my eyes widen for once before I lowered my head, refused to met her eyes. Slowly I nodded.
“he doesn’t want to take responsibility?” I shook my head. kaachan sighed. Before I knew it, I could feel some pressure next to me as kaachan was sitting next to me.
“taking care of a child without a partner is tough, kazu. But, we’ll be here for you,”
My eyes widen. I looked at kaachan straight into her eyes, trying to find the sincerity in her words earlier. It’s there.
“you’re not mad at me?”
“rather than mad, I’m disappointed,” yappari… “But still, I’ll have a grandchild, so why not,” she grinned, winking at my
sister. Neechan giggled. I can’t help snorting but at the same I’m glad. At least I won’t be alone getting through all of this.
“Of course you’re not going to be alone, Kazu. That’s what family is for. We’ll supporting each other when the whole world are against us,”
Tears that have been welling up my eyes broke. I silently cried as I lean into my mum’s embrace. It was soothing especially when she started playing with my hair as well.
“Don’t cry, kazu. They baby will be sad. Wait here while I prepare your room upstairs. A mother-, I mean a father- whatever. It’s confusing. But whatever it is, you need to rest. A lot,”
I watched my excited mother make her way upstairs, leaving me and my neechan alone in the living room. the awkward atmosphere I felt earlier disappear into thin air. I observed her who kept grinning as she looked towards my direction. When she mouthed ‘omedetou’ towards me, I can’t hold myself from laughing.
What a weird family I have.
***
I was wrong when I said there might be no call from Oh-chan. in fact, his number of call was the most compared to the other three. But I have no courage to answer them. What if he’s going to ask me to abort the baby? What if he cursed me again?
Our relation might have come to an end. But the pain he would cause me might be greater than the pain of being stabbed by a real knife. I refused to meet him anymore. Not until I safely give birth to this baby.
But during dinner, the doorbell ring. My heart was thumping so hard along with my mind guessing the guest. I was right, it was him. kaachan went to meet him while I hid from his sight.
“Ano- Ninomiya-san,” I could hear hesitation in his voice when he began talking. “is Kazu here?”
“He’s not here, my dear. What’s wrong?” Kaachan faked an answer. I could hear he heave a sigh.
“umm- ano- if he came here, could you passed this message to him?”
Kaachan nodded.
“Tell him that I could see his shoes here. I understand if he didn’t want to meet me, but please tell him that we really need to talk,”
“ohno-kun, I know it’s tough for you,”
“it is tough for me, indeed but-“
“it’s ok. but I’ll tell you one thing, dear boy. Kazu is my child. If you couldn’t accept him for whom he is, he still has us,”
“I’m not-“
“My son need his rest, Ohno-kun. it is enough for today. Take care of yourself on your way home. oyasumi,”
My body shuddered as I tried to hold myself from crying. But of course, I failed.
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i wanna try updating this once everyday. let's see how will it go
********************************************************************************************************
One- I’m pregnant || Two – I have my family || Three – Nino, Stop Running Away From Me