ica_90

Title: Winning Him Back 10/10

Author : ica_90

Beta : shitosa215 and andreja1989 for NC part

Pairing : Ohmiya

Rating : NC-17 (rape reference.. please read warning)

Genre : light angst, smut

Summary : he lost him, it’s time to win him again.

(Warning!! so, this is the last chapter and some might not interested/comfortable to read NC. so what i do is i put the part under cut . those who are not feeling to read it may skip that part and pretend like nothing happened. once again, thanks for those who helps me with the fic and to all readers, thanks a lot. you gives me courage by all the comments. *bow*)

~10~

NORMAL POV

Nino had a bad feeling when he opened the door and saw the man standing there with a can of beer in his hand. It was 12 in the morning and the man was obviously drunk...half drunk, most probably..

“Riida, what’s wrong?” he asked, stuttering when the man pushed him before locking the door. Nino was frightened to what he thought might happen right at that moment. The old man didn’t reply; instead, he pulled Nino into a hug. Ohno’s breath on his neck gave him a feeling that he dreaded so much right now... Even though once upon a time, it was normal for them,

It was warm, Nino admits. He missed this. But being afraid of the past, he forced himself to forget the feeling.

The hug didn’t last long and before he even realized, he was now pinned to the wall. Ohno’s body was pressed against him, and the man’s face was an inch away from his own. Ohno gave him a smirk. He started to lick the Nino’s jaw and moved towards his ear, nibbling it causing Nino to shiver..

“Please Riida, don’t do this,” he pleaded, causing Ohno to stop. With these words, the older man smirked again. Nino knew that whatever he tried to think of just to stop that moment, it was already happening. He can’t stop Ohno.

I don’t want this. Isn’t this a rape?

“I need you, Kazu. Let me show you how much I need you tonight,” Ohno whispered into his ear before he pressed their lips together, forcing his tongue into Nino’s mouth. Ohno felt the younger man below him struggle to break away from his grip. He thought he had succeeded but a moment later..

Nino ran to his bedroom and tried to lock the door before Ohno could completely stop him from doing so.

“Why, Kazu?” Ohno asked, pushing the door roughly causing it to produce a loud bang on the wall. “We love to do it on the couch before,” he added huskily.

Nino tried to step away from the older man who was coming towards him but unluckily, Nino stumbled backwards, falling on the hard floor.

“Hey, careful honey,” Ohno said. He knelt on the floor beside Nino. “I understand what you want, honey. If it’s in the bedroom that you want, we’ll do it in the bedroom then,” he said, forcefully dragging the man to the bed, practically throwing him on it before climbing on top of him.

Ohno unbuckled his belt and used it to tie Nino’s hands before he removed his own pants and shirt. For a moment, he stopped when he saw tears trailing down Nino’s cheeks.

“Why are you crying, Kazu?” Ohno asked, wiping the tears away. “I know you want this, too..”

“No.. Riida.. Please,” Nino begged only to be slapped hard on the cheek.

“Liar… “ Ohno said. “I’ll make you want this too, Kazu. I’ll make sure of it.”

He pulled off the younger man’s pants along with his boxers, revealing the man half-hard member causing him to chuckle.

“I knew it, Kazu,” he said, stroking Nino’s arousal. Nino felt uncomfortable but after a few more strokes and he was whimpering. “You can lie, but this can’t.”

Nino tried hard not to let out a sound but he let out a ‘hmmph’ when Ohno continued what he was doing. They were once a couple, for godsake. Ohno knew how to deal with him; he knew what he had to do to make Nino feel this way.

“Riida… please,” he begged earning him another slap on his face.

“I hate you for calling me that, Kazu.” Ohno forcefully kissed the younger man on the lips making him whimper again. “These lips really need a punishment, don’t they? They’re distancing us when you call me that.”

Nino didn’t respond. Ohno lifted his shirt until it was past his head and was hanging around the wrists of his tied hands. Ohno started to suck and bite his nipples with one hand playing with it while his free hand went down again to play with his member. He let out a long moan unable to hold himself anymore.

He was confused and disgusted at the same time. He didn’t want this but at the same time he was enjoying it. He hated himself for feeling like this. He felt cheap.

He gasped in pain when Ohno inserted two lubed fingers into his hole. Ohno added another finger while he roughly kissed Nino again. Nino felt his lips sore from the way Ohno kissed him. He tightly shut his eyes, wishing that all of this could just end.

“Open your eyes, Kazu. Look at me,” Ohno commanded but he spoke softly, making Nino open his eyes. Nino didn’t know if it was true, but he could see the sadness inside Ohno’s eyes. Ohno smiled that warm smile Nino used to see before. Their memories start to play in his mind..

In one swift thrust, Ohno entered him fully.

“Slow down...It hurt,” he begged. It was painful and the man above him started to pound roughly.

“It hurts me too, Kazu… when you said you wanted to marry another person,” Ohno replied, biting Nino’s collar bone, leaving a mark there. “Why can’t you give me another chance? I kept on begging you for that. Why can’t you give me one?”

Ohno kept on pounding him again and again, hitting the spots that he knew would make Nino moan. The younger man missed that, he admitted to himself but he refused to let the older man know.

Ohno knew the man below him was about to come. He took Nino’s length into his hand and stroked it. He leaned to kiss Nino but this time the kiss was gentle. A few more stroked and Nino came on his stomach. Ohno came next, inside Nino. He pulled out after a while and slumped next to him. They stayed like that for a moment

Ohno heard the younger one sniffle. Part of him felt guilty. He loved Nino so much that he let this happen. It has gone this far. It has become this wrong.

He untied the Nino, but made sure that he was kept in his embrace while he still lay on top of him.

“I’m sorry, Kazu. I want you so much. I want us. I want another chance. I’m begging you again this time. Please... I rather die than not have you with me.” He can’t hold it anymore; he broke into tears. Nino pushed Ohno off of him.

“Gomen.” It was all Nino could say before he rushed to the bathroom and made sure he locked the door.

Ohno’s heart was broken once again. Fifteen minutes passed and Nino didn’t come out. Ohno thought Nino didn’t want to see him again. His plans have turned to its worst. He wiped his tears. He put on all his clothes.

“Gomen.” He said as he went past the bathroom door, not even attempting to open it. “I’ll leave. Gomen.”

Ohno didn’t know why he brought this upon himself. He kept on wandering around the city until late night. It’s Tokyo anyway, he thought. No matter how late it is, the streets were still crowded. But right now... no matter how much the streets were filled, Ohno felt empty.

Twice. He lost the only person that he loved twice. Once was that night and twice was when Ohno did what he did hours ago. He felt stupid. If Nino didn’t want him anymore, maybe, there was no use to living his life anymore.

He took another sip from the can of beer he bought. Tears kept on falling. He waited for the light to turn red before he walked to and stopped at the middle of the intersection. The road was empty until he saw an approaching car. He closed his eyes and images of Nino started to appear. Nino’s smile. Nino’s eyes. Nino crying… Everything. All he saw was Nino. All he wanted to see was Nino. The last that he wanted to see was Nino.

Ohno heard the loud honking of the car before he felt someone push him, landing on the side of the road.

He kept his eyes closed, not taking an effort to move. He was far from happy and also far from thankful to the person who just saved him. He should’ve been left alone. His life was meaningless. And it has been that way since three months ago. Life wasn’t worth living anymore. These thoughts had tears flowing from his eyes non-stop.

A soft but cold hand touched his cheeks and wiped his tears. Why can’t you leave me alone? He was about to push the person away but a soft voice said his name.

“Satoshi…” The man choked. “Let’s go home, ne?”

Ohno opened his eyes and saw Nino. He wanted to say something but nothing came out when he opened his mouth. He pulled himself up to sit but felt pain due to his landing.

Knowing he won’t be able to say anything at that moment, he just nodded at the younger man. Both of them stood, hands supporting each other, heading to Nino’s house with tears that didn’t stop from falling.

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End???
nope.. you guys wait too long, so here's the bonus

EPILOGUE