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cause I am wondering this while updating the last few chapter here.

how will Arashi ...no... i mean the idols react when they read the fanfic about them.

cause i'm writing one, and i was suddenly wondering what will nino thought if he reads the fanfic about him :p f course it's impossible for him to read one due to his schedule and *coughlackenglishreadingcough* <---obviously my image on japanese.. gomen.

just, i've been wondering....

:P

B.R.E.A.K

Nov. 9th, 2013 03:54 pm
ica_90: (ohmiya 2)
I'm not sure if anyone will gonna read this anyway. But one thing sure is i didn't know what's going in with me anymore.

Hence i decided.

I'm taking a break from writing anything. Maybe until next year.
I keep writing, but won't share it until next year. Maybe for ohno exchange, which will be posted at freestyle forum, not here.

1st because the one that i'm currently writing is an ongoing sakuraiba fic.
2nd because i've lost my passion to write. And i hate making people waiting. Hence i'll wait for it until next year. When i finished writing everything, then i'll start posting.

Till then, bye.
ica_90: (ohmiya 2)
I post my entry here because my real life friends never spot this page of mine. They usually find me in FB or Blogspot. I just don't want anyone in my real life to see this state of mine.

At this moment I just feel down with my own life. I don't know which part of my life has been disturbed which has cause everything to turn upside down. I was teached to not blame what has happened. But what i'm doing now is reflecting my past, to find which part if it is the reason what is happening now.

Maybe. Maybe the reason why this is happening is because of my stubbornness on deciding my FYP title. My final year project. I remember so well when my lecturer ask me to find a project that I want to do. He asked me to propose my own title. Yet.. My stubbornness makes me decided to do the hardest title in the list of Fyp title that the school has give us the student to choose.

It's a good project. About silver nanoparticles. Maybe because I am interested to further my study/ work in nanomaterial area, I said I want to do it. But then the problem arises.

I did't have enough materials..

This is where my problem arises. My milestones start to deviates, and I start to lost track on my schedule.

As of today.. I only left a month to finish up my Project.. Which I already loses my hope.

While i'm hoping for people to understand me, this people just want me to follow what they want.

In the end... It's always their happiness. Not mine.
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maaa.... my heart is doki doki right now while writing this... seriously... i need to be very careful with my words or else, once Arashi fans find out about this, i'm sure i'll get bash... :P

ok, to be honest, i'm not sure if they did one... because i never heard them live. whenever it comes to recording, the sound you heard from the TV will always sounds good..  (unless the TV production has problem)

but, i've watched and listened their concert (the DVD) and what makes me HAPPY so MUCH is AIBA-CHAN... 

try to watch the AAA in Tokyo 2008 where he sang the Hello Goodbye.. guess what, he's out of breath at the part just before he play the harmonica... and that proves something... he didn't lip sync. i'm sure of it.. :P

sometimes i wonder why didn't i heard them taking breath.. but jun show something - he pulls his mic when he take one- 

and Sho-kun... woahhhh... i'm not sure about this.. but one of my friend, whenever she sing, i've got to see her vein at her neck... same goes to Sho-kun.  so i guess.. no, he didn't

well, i have to admit, sometimes, i could feel they lip sync... but, i won't mind if they did for performance. but if they lip sync in concert or competition... yes i would mind so much. after all... the show, it's not something they can control. the producer might be the one asking them to lipsync... but for concert, they are the one who run it.. good or bad, they have to sing. well, that's my opinion.

daijoubu Arashi... you guys makes me laugh a lot. i just love you for that :)

(if people says they didn't have a good voice.. at least they are talented in other way. stop fussing... no people are perfect in this world.. same goes to me.. and them)
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he's the one who brings me into the fandom... i blame him for that! hahah

i am a fan of oguri shun at first, before i know he is a bestfriend with Jun-sama! then only i fall for Jun before i went to search for Arashi...

so i blame Oguri-san for that!!! ahaha

ps:// gomen.. i'm quite weird nowadays :P
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4th post? 5th? uwaa?? it's so minimum post in here. my university line is quite horrible, we can't even use google translate (error in connection...*curse*), and somehow, it's hard for me to update with this too. 

i've been working on two fanfic and i post them in Aibakaland. i promised before that i'll take them in, so, i'll post them later ok.. 

just a short post here. i didn't go to class today.. too lazy for it... jaa... :P
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the thing that i hate the most when writing a blog is thinking of the title for the post. i'm not really good with thinking of the title though... ahhhh

things getting harder now. my life actually. being a student and by the same time being a part-timer performer is tiring. hahah.. guess i'm a worker then? no i'm not... i use to be a singer + a violinist in my university. if there is any function or competition, i'll represent my university as one of the contestant. well, enough about me.

i was thinking about how am i going to evolve my journal. i rarely update here due to the fact that my university blocked livejournal from any posting. so, if i want to post something, i have to go to the library for update. hence, here what i decided. i decided to post fanfic here. heee~~

i'm working a fanfic on nino now. stuck at the third chapter. i post the first two in the Aibakaland forum. i'll post them here later.. till then.. jaaa~~

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