[2 shot] Their Point of View - part 1
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ica_90Title: Their Point of View (Part 1)
Author: ica_90
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Aimiya(friendship), Ohmiya, sakumiya(friendship), Yama etc
Genre: light angst
Rating: pg-13
Summary: it is what they thought and what they feel.
Disclaimer: own them not.
Note: this is a sequel to Protector request by![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
diahlee486 . i'm sorry if this turns to be worst. for the first part, i'll focus on sakuraiba and aimiya, on 2nd part i'll focus on ohmiya and aimiya and a little sakuraiba. post the 2nd part later on, when i got time.. seriously, this one is really hard to finish. i takes me almost 2 month because i keep deleting fic... -.-" please bear with me ne
(unbeta)
Sho POV
Regret. I am. Satoshi is. Regret for the stupid act we both have done, hurting the one who love us wholeheartedly, yet we broke them to the pieces.
Both I and Satoshi make a biggest mistake in our life. Satoshi thinks that maybe, it didn’t work anymore between him and Nino that he decided to cheats on him by sleeping with me. While me, the selfish side of me thinks that Aiba will always love me no matter what I do. But I was wrong. Both of us are wrong with our own thought.
By the time that we make those mistakes, Satoshi knows Nino loves him so much that it nearly kills the gamer by our deed. Luckily Aiba was there to save him from doing so.
Aiba. The man that I love, but never appreciated him while I can. While I thought he will forgive me instantly after I told him what I’ve done that night, he just walk away, didn’t say a word, not even turning back.
I should call him, I should tell him how sorry I was, how I want him back in my life. I should do all that. But I didn’t. I never. The selfish side of mine said that he will come back to me even if I didn’t make any efforts. But I was wrong. And then I realized. It didn’t take long for me to feel empty. The time he stepped out from the house that we shared, emptiness filled my heart. Day by day, I longed for his touch, his smiles, his cares. But he just … too near but too far to reach.
Three weeks after the happening was the first time I met the two of them. Nino and Aiba. Guilt filled me when I see Nino give me a usual smile, greeted me the time he entered the greenroom, but he no longer went to the couch where Ohno is. Instead he went to one corner, pulled out his DS and start playing before Aiba came in joining him.
He said he forgave me. he always forgives me. but this time is different. Even how much he loves me, he just can’t continue our relation like before. He asks me to stay away from him. something that I can’t do.
I followed both him and Nino to the roof after they leaves the greenroom. And there I realized the damage I’ve done. The moment Aiba said “let’s be the protector to each other”, I realize how jerk I’ve been. It’s not only Nino who is hurt, Aiba too. But yet, he didn’t show it. he always hide it. keep it all inside by himself.
The thoughts that I have cut by the voice of the AD, asking us to be ready in 5 minutes. I turn to look at him who was busy preparing for the recording. Nino words last time echo in my mind.
“he loves you. make a move a sho-chan! I don’t know why is he so stubborn to just get back to you when he still have heart on you”
“what about you?”
“care less about me…”
“I don’t have any confidence at all. I hurt him,”
“yes you are. But trust me. I know my bestfriend more than you know him,” his smiles gave me some courage.
As we walk to the studio, I approach him once the other three a little bit far from us.
“Aiba-kun,” he stops, turn around to look at me. “can we go for a meal tonight?”
Aiba POV
There is a very long pause before I give an answer.
“Sure,” and then I just walk away.
I try so much to hide the feeling inside me. I’m happy of course causing me to lose my focus, resulting to every failure of the game I played in VS Arashi today.
Sho Sakurai, how should I say it? even how much hurt he gave me, I can’t never hate him. he’s the one that I’ve always looking for, since our junior day, and then we debut. He always the best in my eyes. From a good family, a good education. I’m too admiring him, until one point it’s hurt.
Nino told me that it is love, but I didn’t believe it. not until one day, a rumor about him having a girlfriend pierce me so much. And I fall sick. The rumor comes out to be a lie, but it exposes a truth. It’s the second day I was hospitalized when Sho came to visit, worried.
There were an argument that I can’t barely remember what it is, but one thing I remember well is when he press his lips on mine, asking me to take care of myself, because he can’t imagine losing me. and when I ask him why, he told me those three magic words; I love you. and it’s all begin from there.
He becomes so precious to me, that I never take into my heart everytime he hurt me, forget out special date, cancelled our date at a very last minutes. I never care about that. As long as he is by my side. But the last one is unforgiveable.
He knows how much Nino loves Ohno, but why the hell he did that?
I can forgive him for hurting me, but I can never forgive him for hurting my bestfriend.
Nino has become so precious to me since that day. It’s not the same way how precious Sho was, is in my life. it feels like I need to protected him. and I did. All the things I do, is with precaution to not hurt the bestfriend of mine. I can’t ever lie to him. but there is one that I keep telling lies.
“you love him don’t you,” Nino ask one day when I spend my night in his house, playing game.
“dare?”
“Sho-chan,”
“is my past Nino. Stop asking the same question over and over again,” and he just cut the conversation from further anymore.
I sigh remembering those. How can a person have so many regrets? I’m regret that I fall in love, I’m regret that I’m in love, I’m regret for all of this to happened. But how can I do to make this right again.
I can’t be with Sho-chan again. I’m afraid. First I’m afraid if he hurt me again and second…
Maybe tonight, I can make everything clear. I should not be with him again. I‘ll hurt my bestfriend.
“Aiba-chan!” I turn around to see Nino standing behind me. “still hasn’t recover from the MDA?”
I chuckle.
“I’m fine,” there is a long pause, but none of us say anything. “Doshita?”
“let’s go to this Yakiniku restaurant. My treat,” Nino replies.
“that’s rare,” I pause, suddenly remember Sho-chan proposal. “but I can’t”
“Ehhhh.. why?”
Yabai! This is my biggest weakness. I can’t lie to him.
“something coming up. Gomen ne Nino.. next time maybe?”
And the man just nodded. Excusing myself, I went out from the room, afraid, if the gamer would ask more. I might blurt out something I shouldn’t if I stay.
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please wait for next update ne.. sorry for errors
UPDATE: PART 2
Author: ica_90
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Aimiya(friendship), Ohmiya, sakumiya(friendship), Yama etc
Genre: light angst
Rating: pg-13
Summary: it is what they thought and what they feel.
Disclaimer: own them not.
Note: this is a sequel to Protector request by
diahlee486 . i'm sorry if this turns to be worst. for the first part, i'll focus on sakuraiba and aimiya, on 2nd part i'll focus on ohmiya and aimiya and a little sakuraiba. post the 2nd part later on, when i got time.. seriously, this one is really hard to finish. i takes me almost 2 month because i keep deleting fic... -.-" please bear with me ne(unbeta)
Sho POV
Regret. I am. Satoshi is. Regret for the stupid act we both have done, hurting the one who love us wholeheartedly, yet we broke them to the pieces.
Both I and Satoshi make a biggest mistake in our life. Satoshi thinks that maybe, it didn’t work anymore between him and Nino that he decided to cheats on him by sleeping with me. While me, the selfish side of me thinks that Aiba will always love me no matter what I do. But I was wrong. Both of us are wrong with our own thought.
By the time that we make those mistakes, Satoshi knows Nino loves him so much that it nearly kills the gamer by our deed. Luckily Aiba was there to save him from doing so.
Aiba. The man that I love, but never appreciated him while I can. While I thought he will forgive me instantly after I told him what I’ve done that night, he just walk away, didn’t say a word, not even turning back.
I should call him, I should tell him how sorry I was, how I want him back in my life. I should do all that. But I didn’t. I never. The selfish side of mine said that he will come back to me even if I didn’t make any efforts. But I was wrong. And then I realized. It didn’t take long for me to feel empty. The time he stepped out from the house that we shared, emptiness filled my heart. Day by day, I longed for his touch, his smiles, his cares. But he just … too near but too far to reach.
Three weeks after the happening was the first time I met the two of them. Nino and Aiba. Guilt filled me when I see Nino give me a usual smile, greeted me the time he entered the greenroom, but he no longer went to the couch where Ohno is. Instead he went to one corner, pulled out his DS and start playing before Aiba came in joining him.
He said he forgave me. he always forgives me. but this time is different. Even how much he loves me, he just can’t continue our relation like before. He asks me to stay away from him. something that I can’t do.
I followed both him and Nino to the roof after they leaves the greenroom. And there I realized the damage I’ve done. The moment Aiba said “let’s be the protector to each other”, I realize how jerk I’ve been. It’s not only Nino who is hurt, Aiba too. But yet, he didn’t show it. he always hide it. keep it all inside by himself.
The thoughts that I have cut by the voice of the AD, asking us to be ready in 5 minutes. I turn to look at him who was busy preparing for the recording. Nino words last time echo in my mind.
“he loves you. make a move a sho-chan! I don’t know why is he so stubborn to just get back to you when he still have heart on you”
“what about you?”
“care less about me…”
“I don’t have any confidence at all. I hurt him,”
“yes you are. But trust me. I know my bestfriend more than you know him,” his smiles gave me some courage.
As we walk to the studio, I approach him once the other three a little bit far from us.
“Aiba-kun,” he stops, turn around to look at me. “can we go for a meal tonight?”
Aiba POV
There is a very long pause before I give an answer.
“Sure,” and then I just walk away.
I try so much to hide the feeling inside me. I’m happy of course causing me to lose my focus, resulting to every failure of the game I played in VS Arashi today.
Sho Sakurai, how should I say it? even how much hurt he gave me, I can’t never hate him. he’s the one that I’ve always looking for, since our junior day, and then we debut. He always the best in my eyes. From a good family, a good education. I’m too admiring him, until one point it’s hurt.
Nino told me that it is love, but I didn’t believe it. not until one day, a rumor about him having a girlfriend pierce me so much. And I fall sick. The rumor comes out to be a lie, but it exposes a truth. It’s the second day I was hospitalized when Sho came to visit, worried.
There were an argument that I can’t barely remember what it is, but one thing I remember well is when he press his lips on mine, asking me to take care of myself, because he can’t imagine losing me. and when I ask him why, he told me those three magic words; I love you. and it’s all begin from there.
He becomes so precious to me, that I never take into my heart everytime he hurt me, forget out special date, cancelled our date at a very last minutes. I never care about that. As long as he is by my side. But the last one is unforgiveable.
He knows how much Nino loves Ohno, but why the hell he did that?
I can forgive him for hurting me, but I can never forgive him for hurting my bestfriend.
Nino has become so precious to me since that day. It’s not the same way how precious Sho was, is in my life. it feels like I need to protected him. and I did. All the things I do, is with precaution to not hurt the bestfriend of mine. I can’t ever lie to him. but there is one that I keep telling lies.
“you love him don’t you,” Nino ask one day when I spend my night in his house, playing game.
“dare?”
“Sho-chan,”
“is my past Nino. Stop asking the same question over and over again,” and he just cut the conversation from further anymore.
I sigh remembering those. How can a person have so many regrets? I’m regret that I fall in love, I’m regret that I’m in love, I’m regret for all of this to happened. But how can I do to make this right again.
I can’t be with Sho-chan again. I’m afraid. First I’m afraid if he hurt me again and second…
Maybe tonight, I can make everything clear. I should not be with him again. I‘ll hurt my bestfriend.
“Aiba-chan!” I turn around to see Nino standing behind me. “still hasn’t recover from the MDA?”
I chuckle.
“I’m fine,” there is a long pause, but none of us say anything. “Doshita?”
“let’s go to this Yakiniku restaurant. My treat,” Nino replies.
“that’s rare,” I pause, suddenly remember Sho-chan proposal. “but I can’t”
“Ehhhh.. why?”
Yabai! This is my biggest weakness. I can’t lie to him.
“something coming up. Gomen ne Nino.. next time maybe?”
And the man just nodded. Excusing myself, I went out from the room, afraid, if the gamer would ask more. I might blurt out something I shouldn’t if I stay.
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please wait for next update ne.. sorry for errors
UPDATE: PART 2
