[rant again] I am not a bitch but...

NOTE : this post is for fandom and non fandom who happened to read my post

bestfriends were such a protective brothers and sisters to me. they hate it when i over analyze things that will make me sad, furious or those negative qualities to appear in me.

so after a long rant with them on phone just now, i think i should tell people around me something.

I'm not a bitch, but i will definitely be one if you ever treat me that way. what you give, you get back and i'm not coward of stating the things i don't like. i came clear as who i am and i'm not afraid to show people my true self.

i'm not a sweet tooth who act nicely infront but bitching behind. what you saw me in front of you, that's what i am behind you. if i am a bitch in front of you, i am a bitch behind you and there must be at least a reason behind those act. i don't act for nothing.

if my happiness is your sadness, i'm sorry to say. tell me before you stay away from me. it's not my fault that you're not happy by what i do. because i respect your happiness eventhough it is the most disgusting things ever exist on earth. but, you don't respect my happiness and you expect me to respect yours? ask yourself.

and today i saw a quote from twitter : some people will get offended when we treated them the same way they treated us. seriously, have a very deep thinking about this. if you can't respect others, don't demand for other people to respect you.

i will respect you as long you don't offence me. hate it? leave, i'm fine. but tell me before you leave so that i don't waste my time trying to please you.

have a great day everyone