short update. fanfic award yay!
Apr. 27th, 2015 10:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ica_90i'm getting emotionless nowadays and i'm at the verge of stopping writing fic. no jokes. seriously. i even said this yesterday to myself "argghh, i really want to stop writing now"
i've been too unfocused and i am not satisfied with my writing. but let me finish this nano thing and i'll decide what i should do next.
anyway, fanfic award. oh yay! seems like 3 of my fics were shortlisted. none of them are ohmiya. lol
anyway, i didn't hope to win any of the categories though. but i have to say among those 3, there are one that i never expect will made it to the list. even to be nominated.
Love Potion - Sakuraiba : was the fic i wrote when i am in the emotionless state. i can't link my word, my feeling doesn't reach there. it was written for Sakuraiba exchange and i never knew who my recipent gonna be. turned out, my recipient is one of my respected author.
i didn't expect this fic to leave a lot of impression though. because it didn't left on me. but people read and some people like it, i couldn't say more on how grateful i am.
The Last promise - Aimiya : was the fic i draft with the intention to focus more on Sakuraiba. but the more i wrote it, i turned into Aimiya friendship and halfway drafting i decided that i should turn it into Aimiya. my two beta worked on this one beautifully. it makes every words flow naturally and i didn't find myself cringing reading them. throughout the end, i was crying writing it, but i can't find a way to write a sequel that focus on Sakuraiba. the ending of this fic is kinda ridiculous though. :/
5 times Arashi played magical banana and it ended with Confession - Crack/ OT5 : among my earlier fic. i don't know why i was writing this one. maybe because i'm on crack that time? i don't know. but still, this is among the fic i love.
to those people who had vote for me in the first round. thank you very much. being shortlisted was not my dream at all. i know where i stand. there are tonnes of good fics there and i'm sure i won't made it to win any of the categories. but watching how i made it to the list, i am happy. more than i could tell. and for those who had vote for them, thank you. i don't know what i should say anymore. maybe sending cookies? but who? XD
thanks again, everyone. i'll try my very best from now on.
extra: ugh, this turned out too long XD
i've been too unfocused and i am not satisfied with my writing. but let me finish this nano thing and i'll decide what i should do next.
anyway, fanfic award. oh yay! seems like 3 of my fics were shortlisted. none of them are ohmiya. lol
anyway, i didn't hope to win any of the categories though. but i have to say among those 3, there are one that i never expect will made it to the list. even to be nominated.
Love Potion - Sakuraiba : was the fic i wrote when i am in the emotionless state. i can't link my word, my feeling doesn't reach there. it was written for Sakuraiba exchange and i never knew who my recipent gonna be. turned out, my recipient is one of my respected author.
i didn't expect this fic to leave a lot of impression though. because it didn't left on me. but people read and some people like it, i couldn't say more on how grateful i am.
The Last promise - Aimiya : was the fic i draft with the intention to focus more on Sakuraiba. but the more i wrote it, i turned into Aimiya friendship and halfway drafting i decided that i should turn it into Aimiya. my two beta worked on this one beautifully. it makes every words flow naturally and i didn't find myself cringing reading them. throughout the end, i was crying writing it, but i can't find a way to write a sequel that focus on Sakuraiba. the ending of this fic is kinda ridiculous though. :/
5 times Arashi played magical banana and it ended with Confession - Crack/ OT5 : among my earlier fic. i don't know why i was writing this one. maybe because i'm on crack that time? i don't know. but still, this is among the fic i love.
to those people who had vote for me in the first round. thank you very much. being shortlisted was not my dream at all. i know where i stand. there are tonnes of good fics there and i'm sure i won't made it to win any of the categories. but watching how i made it to the list, i am happy. more than i could tell. and for those who had vote for them, thank you. i don't know what i should say anymore. maybe sending cookies? but who? XD
thanks again, everyone. i'll try my very best from now on.
extra: ugh, this turned out too long XD
