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This morning, I woke up as usual.Went to work as usual. Everything is usual to me. until 8 am, I read my whatsapp.

Yesterday, Malaysian Arashian (goes by the name M.E.A.T) went to visit one of the Arashian who was sick in the hospital. Diagnose with cancer.

This post was made because I saw something beautiful in my life this two days. Yesterday and today. We were bonded by this one happiness calls fangirling, bonded in one name as an Arashian. We love Arashi and that started this friendship. I'm not sure how others are calling themselves together, but having some Arashian around me, we do call ourselves as soul-sisters.

M.E.A.T updated us in the whatsapp group about her condition. Pretty bad. There was donation going around while I decided something else. I'll keep this decision secret to myself then. The team went home, told us that they're going to visit her again.

Except, she passed away today, at 3 am.

People might say that internet friends are not real. I thought so. I still think so. but what i see today is different. we might not know each other. Even we only know her nickname back then. when i first joined the fandom, i saw Fara (her name) as someone cheerful. her comments on other writers fic are just fun and enjoyable. No, I never got the chance to talk to her. At all.

When they got the news today, M.E.A.T once again went to visit her for one last time. I'm sure she was such a fun people to know. And all the arashian who shows support to her, are just so amazing. You guys are amazing. So amazing that i'm glad i see something like this in my life.

To Fara Nadia, Thanks for the happiness you left us. I read your fics. tbh, idk what i feel at this moment. I wish i joined the fandom way before that. but really, thanks for the happiness you left us. May Allah grant you happiness there. Rest in peace.

We lost a soul sister today.