(ongoing drabble) Wining Him Back 6/10
Nov. 2nd, 2012 06:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : PG for this. I’m not sure in the future.
Genre: light angst (this chapter)
Length : (ongoing) drabble
Summary : a story of how he end their relation and wanting him back
Disclaimer : didn't own them, just the story line
(un-betaed)
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~6~
“Found you!” he chuckled seeing my startled face.
“mou.. How did you know I hide here?” I ask, pouted. He laughed.
“of course I’ll find you. where ever you are, I will always find you, Satoshi,” he put his hands around my nape before lean in for a very sweet kiss I’ve ever remember.
“5 minutes before actual recording,” the staff announces bringing me back to reality. I sigh, just to be notice by the second oldest in the group.
“what’s wrong?” Sho asks me. I shook my head.
“I don’t know. These whole things… I think I almost give up,” I reply. Sho smiles hearing me.
“Daijoubu. It will be fine,” he then left me alone to another set while I waiting for the staff to explain to me the challenge.
“will you search for me if I went missing?” he ask me one day during our dinner. I sense there were the time that I thing I was less care about him. I’ve keep coming back late, founding him sleeping at the couch waiting for me. I keep forgetting important dates and plan. I use works as my reason, when it not really is.
“why asking this, Kazu?” I ask without looking at him.
“I just want to know,” he replied short. I sigh.
“I think I will,” he fell silent after that. Maybe my answer has been the reason why our conversation stopped, I decided to ask him the same question.
“I will, because losing you means I lose my life. I will look for you,”
It has been a habit lately that I keep crying silently whenever I think about us. The memories we make. I wipe my tears away, hoping for no one to see it. Lucky enough before the staff comes and tell me the next instruction.
The 10 seconds challenge. It is Aiba-chan’s idea. Somehow the idea reminds me all the things that Nino told me, all the memories that I remembered just now.
“we have ask the audience to make a place for you. just sit there, and the member will try to find you by using the camera,” I shrug.
“what if they didn’t find me?” I ask, causing the staff to laugh.
“that is what a challenge is Ohno-san. They might succeed, or not too,” the staff smiles.
I sigh. That is not the answer that I want. Somehow this time, this challenge gives a different meaning to me.
What if he didn’t find me? Won’t it breaks my heart?
But I deserve it though. I’ve broke his months ago.
The staff then led me to the provided place. The challenge takes places for 10 seconds, but it feels ages for me. Once it’s over, I stand announce where I am, ending the recording successfully.
“Ninomiya-san being the first to find you,” my manager said, giving me a meaningful smile. “I’ll wait for you in the car,”
I went back to our green room, to see the other four who is still in there. I make my way toward Nino, who then stand and start leaving the room once he saw me.
“you found me!” I said once we a little bit far from our greenroom and no people around. “just now. You found me.”
He stops before turn around to look at me. his stare is empty, it’s hurting me.
“Jun found you too. It’s not a big deal.” He says cold.
“But you found me first,” I paused “but…I know you’ll find me. You said so last time. You said you’ll find me… I know…”
“Last time is last time, Ohno-san. We have nothing anymore. You can cut it out now,” he cuts me.
“But i…”
“Would you please leave me alone? I do that just for works. Nothing more than that,” he cuts me again. “I’ve... get over you... You should to,”
And he left me with mixed emotions.
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RL : okayh, my Final Year Project actually scares me so much, that i'll be 2nd last to present/defence my proposal. being 2nd last from 48 peoples, in the 8th session which is in late evening (1600-1630) this thursday, for me is a total disadvantage. the panel might already bored with previous presentations, their mood might swing a lot. hence i need to come out with a very good idea to attract and make them to stay focus on my presentation.
please pray for me. and sorry for my rambling.. i'll update this again once i finish with my presentation, which gonna be NEXT FRIDAY... see you guys next friday then :)
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Date: 2012-11-02 11:28 am (UTC)i kinda hope nino won't get together with ohnoim such a bad shipper x_xand good luck for your presentation ^O^
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Date: 2012-11-02 11:53 am (UTC)thanks for reading ne :)
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Date: 2012-11-02 12:42 pm (UTC)But I'll be praying for you!
And for poor little Ohno here...
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Date: 2012-11-02 02:03 pm (UTC)I wonder what will Ohno doing now
thank you for this
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Date: 2012-11-03 02:47 pm (UTC)So curious of what'll happen! Thanks for updating!
And good luck for your presentation ^^
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Date: 2012-11-04 01:31 pm (UTC)but thank you so much for updating <3