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[ica_90]

Title: Winning Him Back 7
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : PG for this. I’m not sure in the future.
Genre: angst (this chapter)
Length : (ongoing) drabble
Summary : a story of how he end their relation and wanting him back
Disclaimer : I didn’t own them, didn’t know them, just borrowing their character for my imagination

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~7~

“can’t we just pull it off? I’m not comfortable with it,” I accidently heard he says it just when I about to open the door. Thinking for the best, I stay where I am, hearing the conversation of two youngest member of the group.

“You’ve got to be kidding me. Not comfortable? Isn’t it’s you to suggest it before? So unreasonable,” Jun says, annoyed in his tone.

“Reasonable enough, Matsumoto. Because if you couldn’t remember, few years back it was him who wants all this stupid fan services stuff to stop. And it is in front of you when he ask it,”

I sigh. It’s true. It is me who ask to stop Ohmiya SK. And while he jokingly said it’s our break up song, I know he actually heartbroken while writing ‘Gimmick Game’ because of that. But he never voices his thought. Maybe because in real life, we still working.

I decide to not hear anymore, hence, I open the door to see the two startle by my sudden appearance.

“Ohayou,” I greet them short, earning a soft reply from Jun and ‘un’ from the gamer.

I have to admit that currently I am emotionally disturbed. If he no longer feeling comfortable to act with me on stage, what about real life? Maybe he serious enough when he said he already gets over me.

Day by day, I feel like giving up, but not a single day I think of leaving without him in my life. Maybe, maybe if he really didn’t want me anymore, I will stay alone. Waiting for him to come back to me. duh, why am I so melancholy?

“Riida,” Jun’s voice takes me away from my thoughts. “it’s about Arafest. Well, the fans demanding you guys to have Ohmiya comeback, so I guess maybe…”

Jun didn’t finish his words. He left there hanging, maybe a little bit confuse if he should says it when it was me who end it before.

“If the fans want it, then maybe we have to do it right? It’s a festival for fans. So…”

“I’m going out,” Nino cuts my words indirectly. He didn’t wait for any replies from us; instead he just leaves the room, leaving all his stuff behind. I know that sign.

It means he not interested to hear anything.

“things didn’t work according to plan isn’t it?” Jun sighs.

***

“Just tell us, Kazu. Is it that hard for you to forgive him? You know how much he regrets what he has said that night?” Sho ask him but no replies at all.

Here I am, once again, outside the meeting room, peeking on the conversation of the other members who are inside the room.

“I know, and I already forgive him for that. Just…” he pauses once; maybe hesitate to continue his next words. “it’s already too late for us to start all over again,”

My heart feels like it’s gonna explode when I heard his next words.

“I actually met a girl when… you know... during my runaway,” he pauses before continue again. “she actually didn’t like the all the things I’ve done before. She said it gross,”

“that’s the worst!” I heard Aiba-chan snapped.

“and you agree with what she thought? Isn’t that a little bit selfish? You love doing that before,” Jun says, a little bit annoyed.

“Not anymore. Like I told you, I no longer feel comfortable doing that. By doing that, I’m hurting her, and I understand how hurt someone is to think or see someone she loves doing all those things with someone else,”

The room is silent for a moment.

“but for Arafes…” jun pauses. “Please consider it, Nino.”

“don’t have to,” I finally entered the room trying to hold whatever I currently feel. “If Nino didn’t feel like doing it anymore, I’m fine with it,”

“Riida…”

“it’s ok Jun… I’m going home. If you have anything to discuss, just give me a call,” I say before went out from the room, not even bother to look at anyone in the room. I know if I did, they might see how hard I try to hold myself from crying.

We never really talked about it by the next day or even after a week. It’s hurt to see how he keeps distancing himself from me.

But maybe, a miracle comes to me one day.

“Riida…” he calls me one night; from his voice I know he is drunk. “Maybe it’s ok to make an Ohmiya comeback,”

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note: so my proposal defense went unexpectedly fine, just i need to make a few correction before final submission. but i didn't know what happened to my life lately which turn upside down due to my schedule, and not to mention my google chrome no longer work for me, forcing me to use mozillame *typo intended* to surf to any websites. hence, pardon me if there is any error regarding this post. thanks for reading anyway... between.. gomen it's saturday here that i finally can post this.. i'll try my best to brings you next update :)

Comments

[vicco-vicky.livejournal.com]

Nino has a girldfriend?????!!!!!! nooooooo!!! And she told to Nino that Ohmiya Sk were gross? wth?¿?
Poor Ohno... hope he can win Nino again and seems that the others are trying to help him. Nino please open your eyes again!!!!
What will happen with Nino's call??

Thanks for your hard work and waiting for more!!!!

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

yup.. he has a girlfriend. and that girl really something isn't she. duh... what will happen to Nino's call? i guess, riida gladly accepted it... :P

thanks for reading :)

[adeyakana.livejournal.com]

Nino had a girlfriend??
and she said it's gross?? that's not good
I wonder what make Nino change his mind...
thank you for this

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

what makes Nino change his mind.. hurm.. there's something that related to next chapter XD

thanks for reading :)

[valee94.livejournal.com]

T_T who is this girlfriend told him ohmiya SK gross?? it's the sweetest thing ever! >O<
and nino drunk is new to me.. :) never read nino drunk before hehe~
thank you so much for the update ^^

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

lolololol... while i was whishing that i'll be his girlfriend, i don't think that i can ever say ohmiya SK is gross. it's too sweet.. So that girl is not me XD
and because nino didn't really drunk in real life? i mean, he didn't do that publicly..maybe.. ngeh3

thanks for reading please wait for next update

[yaoilicious-53.livejournal.com]

New reader~

I'm enjoying it so far!

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

thanks for reading.. please wat for the next update ne :)

[momokan69.livejournal.com]

Uwaa, I never expected Nino to had a girlfriend when he drew himself from Ohno (or is he still with the girlfriend? :O) And what's with saying Ohmiya SK is gross, she didn't really appreciating what her boyfriend do for job like that..
And I wonder why Nino suddenly changed his mind.. :O
Looking forward to next! Thankas for update!

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

lololol... she selfish isn't it? maaa.. nevermind.. we'll get rid her soon XD