(ongoing drabble) Winning Him Back 9/10
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Title: Winning Him Back 9
Author : ica_90
Pairing : Ohmiya
Rating : pg-13 towards the end
Genre : light angst
Summary : he lost him, it’s time to win him again.
Disclaimer: no, i didn't own them.. how i wish -.-"
(unbetaed)
~9~
Nino’s words a week ago keeps on replaying in my mind like a broken records. I didn’t blame him though. Instead of blaming him, I blame myself. Only if I didn’t said those words that night…
To be honest, I didn’t really remember if I ever said something about not wanting him in my life anymore. And then, Aiba-chan reveals it.
“I’m bored of you, Nino. Just leave me,” is what Aiba-chan told me, based on what his best friend has told him. I never know where on earth I ever got the idea of saying those words to him. It’s a mistakes. A very big mistake that I never realized I do it. And for that, I really hate myself for making that mistake.
He is a professional. Something that I always adore about him. no matter how hard it is, he never meddles his private life into his works. It never changes since before. The only thing that changes is me. My status. From lover to normal friend. Even how much he cares about me now, there’s still hurt that I feel inside.
“Spacing out again! Pay attention, Riida,” A soft pat on my shoulders brings me back to reality. I turn to take a look at my skit partner. He gives me a soft smile. It has been a long time I saw one.
“gomen,” is all I said before we continue back on our Ohmiya SK practices.
I miss this. I miss us.
“Riida,” he calls me once again. I’m spacing out again for the nth time today. “If you’re not ok, I think we should stop our practice for today,” he suggests.
Fail for the second time to focus to our practice, I lost words to argue. I still want to continue the practice; it’s the only way for us to be this close. But, I know I have no perfect reason to argue him. Hence, I just nod, agree to his suggestion just now. We leave the studio, heading to our greenroom.
We are friends. Just friend. No longer playing around, groping each other like before. We are now, one step below than what we use to be. To think all that, it breaks me to the end.
Maybe I should give up, and wait for him to open up to me once again. Only if.
“I’m sorry. I need to leave now ne, minna,”Nino suddenly said, causing 4 pairs of eyes including mine to focus on him.
“Are?? It’s just 4. Something come up?” Sho asks. I saw him sighs.
“My mom. She sets me an omiyai. I need to go. So troublesome, but not that pain to try right?” he explains with a small chuckles.
“Eh, so, if you like her, are you going to marry her?” Aiba-chan asks something that I would like to know too.
“I guess so. You know mum didn’t want me to marry someone from this industry, right? I guess, I should give a try,” my heart sank hearing his words.
I could feel the other gives me a concern look after that. But I choose to ignore them as my mind is too preoccupied with what ever thought I currently have. I watch him leaves with a mix feeling inside me.
“Riida…” Jun calls me. I can guess what he wants to say, I just gesture him to stop from saying any. I know.
I already lose a chance.
“No, you’re not. You haven’t missed even one chance, ohno-kun. They not even plan to married yet. It’s only the first step. You need to do something before they went for the second,” Sho assure me so optimistically.
“Or else…”jun continues before he stops after seeing me throwing him a glare.
“Just stop it already! I know! I know I need to do something. But…,” I bit my lower lip before continue my words. “But I didn’t know what…”
Again, my words left hanging.
A sudden thought appear in my mind. Maybe it will work. In film, I mean, at least, it often work, right? Maybe, by doing that, it will tell him how much I need him in my life. Maybe.
I leave the room and the members who I’m sure are confused with my left hanging words.
***
I knock his house door constantly while pressing the door bell as well. Knowing he’ll be annoyed by my doing, I smile.
I could see his expression changes from annoyed to confuse when I pushed him inside the house once he open the door. I step in, locking the door behind me.
“Riida.. What’s… wrong?” he asks, stutters. I could sense panic in voice. I smirk, pulling him into my hug, my nose on his neck. But hugging him is not the only think I want. I want him. All of him. I pin him against the wall, face an inch away from his. God, I miss being this so near to him.
I could feel he shivers as I nibble his ears.
“Please, riida. Don’t do this,” I smirk, hearing his pleads. He knows my intention then. It should be easier then right.
“I need you, kazu. Let me tell you how much I need you tonight,” I whisper to his ear, before pressing my lips onto his, forcing my tongue to slip in between his lips, finding his.
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note: one more chapter.. i actually have finish typing that chapter. just need to beta it.. for those who already read up till here, thanks a lot. please wait for the next part. :)
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Date: 2012-11-24 08:24 am (UTC)I wonder what will happen next :)
thank you for this
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Date: 2012-11-24 10:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-24 09:35 am (UTC)(btw, thank you so much for informing you updated this fic XDD i'm bored to death today T_T)
so ohno is going to .... lasdhgflasdhjflasjdhf
can't wait for the nextt!!! unfff~ <333
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Date: 2012-11-24 10:45 am (UTC)thanks for reading :)
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Date: 2012-11-24 04:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-26 07:32 am (UTC)thanks for reading :P
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Date: 2012-11-25 06:28 pm (UTC)I li”ove the way Ohno goes to Nino's house and how he pin him against the wall and kiss!!!!! waaa I can't wait to know will happen and how will end!!!!
Thanks for your hard work and waiting for more!!!!^^
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Date: 2012-11-26 07:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-26 02:06 am (UTC)I'm so looking forward to next part! Thanks for update ^^
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Date: 2012-11-26 07:33 am (UTC)thanks for reading :)
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