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ica_90Title: Love at the Last Moment 3/?
Author: ica_90
Lenght: Drabble and Ongoing
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: 3 months left.. within this 3 months, he loves him once again.
(unbetaed)
I’ve known Nino since our childhood day. We’re best friend. Whenever he was, there I’ll be. It’s same another way round. And when I decided to moves to Tokyo from Chiba, he decided to follow me too. None of us knows how we both end up being together, but when it happened, it just happened.
We care for each other too much when one day, he asks.
“oh-chan?”
“hmm?”
“what am I to you?” I smile, turn to look at him.
“my lover,” I cupped his cheek before my hand went to his nape and I lean in to kiss him.
Those days were the best day ever happened in my life. how his smiles bright my days, how his presence calms me. he always there. from the root of my life until what have I become now.
But I hurt him. I fall in love with someone else when it was me who’s the first one to give him hope. It was me who wants him in my life, and then I dump him.
It breaks me so much seeing him in this state, pale, lying on the hospital bed, machine supporting his life. god. If I could turn back time, I wanna make everything right again. I will never hurt him again. Never.
“Ohno-san,” someone’s voice from behind startled me. slowly I turn to face the person.
“Aiba-sensei,” I acknowledge the younger man.
“it’s hard for me to tell this to you… but…”
“please give him some more time. I know he has reached the limit, but please. I beg you,”
Hearing my words, the doctor gives me a concern look.
“ohno-san. To be honest, it’s not good to keep him this way. His body has started to weaken day by day. Keeping him this way… you’re torturing him,”
I didn’t look at the young doctor as he explaining to me. I know.. but I’m not ready. Just not yet.
“please,” I say. Just one word. The doctor stays for a while. Sighing, he leaves.
***
Flashback
“you seriously decided to stay?” I nod, not even thinking twice to answer Sho-kun question. Sho-kun, our classmate, Nino colleague. My rival. The one who always have heart on nino but never reciprocates.
“push aside all the rivalry between us, Ohno-san. But how many hurt are you going to give him more? You abandoned him, you fall in love with someone else, you just accept it when he wants a break up, you make him going through this alone, and now.. what’s more? Enough already, Ohno-san!”
I wanna snap. I want to shut the man in front of me. but I know there’s no point on doing so. Sho-kun is right. I’ve done all that. I just want to make everything right again.
“ohno-san,” I lift my head to face the man. “do you know what’s hurt the most?”
I didn’t response, just wait for the man to answer his own question to me.
“do you know, why he asked you to stay away?”
This time, I shook my head.
“because the most hurt things is to think what will happen next once he’s gone. He knows you no longer love him. but if you stay, what will happen next? Will you be sad if he go? Or will you be just fine because he’s no longer in your way?”
“stop…”
“to think that his presence is just a nuisance…”
“STOP!” I finally outburst. “just stop. Please. I don’t know anymore…”
I could feel my tears flowing on my cheek. I couldn’t bare it, what the younger man is thinking about. To think that, I’ve give him so many hurtful thought, I couldn’t handle it.
“please, Sho-kun,” I choked between my words. “I know I’ve made a mistake. I leave him alone facing all these. I neglected him. but please. I really want to make things right again. Please… I wanna love him again,”
I heard the man sighs.
“then… do not love him because he is sick. Love him because of what he is. He wants you to love him because of the same reason why you fall in love with him before,”
I was stunt for a moment. Maybe that’s the reason why all those bored feeling I had before.
I’ve lost the reason why I love him on the first place.
***
“you’re seriously a very stubborn person I’ve ever known Oh-chan. perhaps, the last stubborn person I will know,” I chuckle hearing his words. watching him pouting, I chuckle even more.
“yeah, I know,” I said, taking a sit at the chair near the bed. “you didn’t give me an answer yesterday,”
“yeah.. I passed out. Again,” he looked down, playing with his fingers.
He wears the knitted cap today. Cute, I thought, smiling to myself. But thinking of the reason why he wear that, my smile faded. His hair has starts to fall.
Both of us stay silent for a moment, until he breaks it.
“oh-chan,” I lift up my head to face him. “you said yesterday, you would like to stay as my friend,”
I nodded. Somehow, it feels like something stabbing my heart.
I could feel he touch my hand, gripping it.
“stay then… don’t leave me,” a trail of tear was seen on his cheeks.
My other hand reach his, holding it, clenching it as tight as I could, hoping it’ll deliver him what I want to say right now; that I won’t leave him again, that I will always take care of him, that I’ll love him once more.
He looked at our linking hand before his eyes drove to mine, his lips gives me one faint smile. Slowly he nodded, and I return his smile.
“where’s my hamburger, oh-chan?” i smile, pull out the bag containing his favourite food.
God, please let me to love him once again.
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NEXT
so here's a litle spoiler for the next chapter onwards.. it's gonna be some fluff, romance, before end up with an angst. the format is still the same (there's flashback and current).
i'm sorry if this chapter appear to be boring.. please wait for the next update ne :) yoroshiku~~
Author: ica_90
Lenght: Drabble and Ongoing
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: 3 months left.. within this 3 months, he loves him once again.
(unbetaed)
I’ve known Nino since our childhood day. We’re best friend. Whenever he was, there I’ll be. It’s same another way round. And when I decided to moves to Tokyo from Chiba, he decided to follow me too. None of us knows how we both end up being together, but when it happened, it just happened.
We care for each other too much when one day, he asks.
“oh-chan?”
“hmm?”
“what am I to you?” I smile, turn to look at him.
“my lover,” I cupped his cheek before my hand went to his nape and I lean in to kiss him.
Those days were the best day ever happened in my life. how his smiles bright my days, how his presence calms me. he always there. from the root of my life until what have I become now.
But I hurt him. I fall in love with someone else when it was me who’s the first one to give him hope. It was me who wants him in my life, and then I dump him.
It breaks me so much seeing him in this state, pale, lying on the hospital bed, machine supporting his life. god. If I could turn back time, I wanna make everything right again. I will never hurt him again. Never.
“Ohno-san,” someone’s voice from behind startled me. slowly I turn to face the person.
“Aiba-sensei,” I acknowledge the younger man.
“it’s hard for me to tell this to you… but…”
“please give him some more time. I know he has reached the limit, but please. I beg you,”
Hearing my words, the doctor gives me a concern look.
“ohno-san. To be honest, it’s not good to keep him this way. His body has started to weaken day by day. Keeping him this way… you’re torturing him,”
I didn’t look at the young doctor as he explaining to me. I know.. but I’m not ready. Just not yet.
“please,” I say. Just one word. The doctor stays for a while. Sighing, he leaves.
***
Flashback
“you seriously decided to stay?” I nod, not even thinking twice to answer Sho-kun question. Sho-kun, our classmate, Nino colleague. My rival. The one who always have heart on nino but never reciprocates.
“push aside all the rivalry between us, Ohno-san. But how many hurt are you going to give him more? You abandoned him, you fall in love with someone else, you just accept it when he wants a break up, you make him going through this alone, and now.. what’s more? Enough already, Ohno-san!”
I wanna snap. I want to shut the man in front of me. but I know there’s no point on doing so. Sho-kun is right. I’ve done all that. I just want to make everything right again.
“ohno-san,” I lift my head to face the man. “do you know what’s hurt the most?”
I didn’t response, just wait for the man to answer his own question to me.
“do you know, why he asked you to stay away?”
This time, I shook my head.
“because the most hurt things is to think what will happen next once he’s gone. He knows you no longer love him. but if you stay, what will happen next? Will you be sad if he go? Or will you be just fine because he’s no longer in your way?”
“stop…”
“to think that his presence is just a nuisance…”
“STOP!” I finally outburst. “just stop. Please. I don’t know anymore…”
I could feel my tears flowing on my cheek. I couldn’t bare it, what the younger man is thinking about. To think that, I’ve give him so many hurtful thought, I couldn’t handle it.
“please, Sho-kun,” I choked between my words. “I know I’ve made a mistake. I leave him alone facing all these. I neglected him. but please. I really want to make things right again. Please… I wanna love him again,”
I heard the man sighs.
“then… do not love him because he is sick. Love him because of what he is. He wants you to love him because of the same reason why you fall in love with him before,”
I was stunt for a moment. Maybe that’s the reason why all those bored feeling I had before.
I’ve lost the reason why I love him on the first place.
***
“you’re seriously a very stubborn person I’ve ever known Oh-chan. perhaps, the last stubborn person I will know,” I chuckle hearing his words. watching him pouting, I chuckle even more.
“yeah, I know,” I said, taking a sit at the chair near the bed. “you didn’t give me an answer yesterday,”
“yeah.. I passed out. Again,” he looked down, playing with his fingers.
He wears the knitted cap today. Cute, I thought, smiling to myself. But thinking of the reason why he wear that, my smile faded. His hair has starts to fall.
Both of us stay silent for a moment, until he breaks it.
“oh-chan,” I lift up my head to face him. “you said yesterday, you would like to stay as my friend,”
I nodded. Somehow, it feels like something stabbing my heart.
I could feel he touch my hand, gripping it.
“stay then… don’t leave me,” a trail of tear was seen on his cheeks.
My other hand reach his, holding it, clenching it as tight as I could, hoping it’ll deliver him what I want to say right now; that I won’t leave him again, that I will always take care of him, that I’ll love him once more.
He looked at our linking hand before his eyes drove to mine, his lips gives me one faint smile. Slowly he nodded, and I return his smile.
“where’s my hamburger, oh-chan?” i smile, pull out the bag containing his favourite food.
God, please let me to love him once again.
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NEXT
so here's a litle spoiler for the next chapter onwards.. it's gonna be some fluff, romance, before end up with an angst. the format is still the same (there's flashback and current).
i'm sorry if this chapter appear to be boring.. please wait for the next update ne :) yoroshiku~~
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Date: 2013-04-09 10:46 pm (UTC)wahhh,,,ninooooooooo,,,,
please....stay alive!!!
huhuhuhuhu
i think i can feel how regret ohno-san are now, after everything in past..
hemmmm...
thanks for your hard work and sharing ^0^, I will wait patiently for the next one ne~
hehe
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Date: 2013-04-23 02:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-10 03:53 am (UTC)but Ohchan always there for him
can't wait for next~~
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Date: 2013-04-23 02:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-10 04:51 pm (UTC)hope Ohno can found the love for Nino again like how he used tobe >.<
Lookimg forward to next! Thx for update!
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Date: 2013-04-23 02:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-12 04:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-23 02:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-12 01:45 pm (UTC)thank you for sharing!!
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Date: 2013-04-23 02:05 am (UTC)Thanks for reading
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Date: 2013-04-13 04:05 pm (UTC)really love the story..cant wait for next chapter..<3..
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Date: 2013-04-23 02:06 am (UTC)Thanks for reading :-)