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ica_90Maybe Forever || AU.Angst || PG-15 (as for now) || Chapter 6|| unbeta
“Five years indeed a long year that you finally influenced her to become stupid like you,” Nino scoffed, throwing his bag onto the bed. “And what’s with the king bed?”
Ohno scratched his head. It wasn’t a pleasant ride to have your partner nagging at you for the whole 4 hours journey. But most of the nagging was right.
This whole vacation thing was a meaningless plan.
He stared at the man who was mumbling incoherently his words, probably spurting out more and more complains. His mind felt like blanking that he didn’t have a single idea on what he should responded to Nino.
“Say something, you idiot!” his mind started to focus again when a small pillow hit his head. He saw Nino, with his hand crossing against his chest, humph-ing for the nth times that day.
Silenced.
“Seriously-“
“I’m sorry i made her stupid.” Ohno blurted out, only to realize the meaning to his own words the moment another pillow hit his head. Instead of getting mad, he laughed bitterly.
“This is not a time to joke, you idiot!” Nino hissed.
“Of course.” Ohno replied, putting his bag carefully near the bed. “I’m sorry. I-“
“We’re not sharing this bed together.” Nino cut him. Ohno watched how the man grabbed his bag, starting to leave the room. But before Nino could, Ohno grabbed him by his hand, stopping him from making his way out of the room.
“Nino-“
“What the- are you planning this as well?” Nino asked, his voice rose up a pitched. He yanked of his hand from the man’s grip, pushing the man away from him harsh. “We’re not going to re-enact a déjàvu, Ohno-san! I rather get a new room instead of sharing with you!”
“Stop! Nino. I said stop!”
Ohno voice sounded intense, making Nino to stop from walking out the room. His eyes fixed on the other man who was staring at him with a mixed of confused and annoyed shown all over his face. But not for long, until Nino saw Ohno sighed, a heavy sigh.
“I’m sorry,” Ohno spoke out after a while. “I don’t know why this turning so hard for the two of us. But could we-“
Ohno paused. For a while, he kept his gaze onto the man, trying to find a right word, or maybe a right time to say his next word. His mouth somehow left opened, wanting to produce a coherent word but all the left from his mouth was a hum, unconfident with his word choice.
“Could we?” Nino repeated his words, still looking dissatisfied with the whole thing. Ohno bit his lips.
“I want you to stop yelling at me. I know it’s too much to ask, but I want us to be like before,”
“Like before?” Nino smirked. “Like before you mean, when you can freely f*ck me when you want or-“
“I want us to be friend,” Ohno explained, trying to make it clear. “Just friend.”
The whole thing between them was tiring him. All the anger, all the guilt. He knew he don’t deserved to get any forgiveness from Nino but ever since he met Nino again; no matter how hard he tried to deny, he missed the man.
He missed all of their time together before everything happened between them. They were best friend who shared almost everything. Just one wrong step, one wrong decision, one try, everything had turned into a mess.
“I just- I want my best friend back.” He muttered, loud enough to be heard by the other man.
But nothing left Nino’s mouth as a replied. He was there, standing as if lifeless, as lifeless as his eyes were. It made Ohno to wonder since when did those beautiful eyes turned so tired and dead. Every possible answer to his own question hurt.
“You don’t have to find another room. I’ll sleep on the couch. You can have the bed.”
No one say anything after that. It took Nino a moment of silence as he kept eyeing Ohno made his way to the couch.
It is a lie if he denies how he felt sorry for Ohno. It wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t Miyuki’s fault either. It was no one’s fault. He perfectly knew what Miyuki’s trying to do by sending them here, away from Tokyo, away from her. He knew exactly that Miyuki wanted them to spend some time together, alone. Just the two of them.
To Nino, her efforts were meaningless. He was broken. While for Ohno, Nino could see love in his eyes every time the man looked at his wife. That gaze he never saw when they were together before. Ohno didn’t have to say it again. Ohno is in love with her and he already accepted the fact way before.
He looked at the man once again who was now leaning his back on the couch, eyes closed. He could see how tired the man was, taking care of his beloved wife who he’s going to lose any moment soon. He could imagine how lost the man would be when the time comes. Was he cruel enough to leave him alone when the time arrives?
Just about time, his phone vibrated in his pocket. Quickly he fished it out to see Jun’s name displayed on his screen.
He could see Ohno woke up from his light sleep. Ohno was looking at him curiously, wondering who it might be calling him now.
“It’s not her. It’s Jun,” nino answered his curiousity
“Oh-“ silenced. “Why don’t you pick up his call then?”
The vibrate stop. Either he was having a delusion or not, he kept telling himself that there’s no way he heard jealousy in the Ohno’s tone when the man asked him that question.
Before he could say anything more, his phone vibrated once again.
This time, he didn’t hear it. He just saw it; the annoyed look on Ohno’s face.
He really needed to get out from there, before his mind kept on tricking him with his delusion, or maybe hope.
“I’m going out,” he mumbled his words to the man.
***
Two days past without any damage happened. Funny when Ohno didn’t make any effort when he was the one saying ‘i want my best friend back’ to Nino last two days. Nino on the other hand kept on putting some distance between them, just like how they had agreed. In front of Miyuki, they’re fine. Behind her, for god only knows how can they survive living in a room together.
For once, Nino thought they could spend their time together peacefully without really care by the other existence. He could live by not having a conversation with Ohno throughout the day.
But on the third day, Ohno finally made a move.
“I’ve rent a boat.” Ohno started. Nino made a questioning face at him. “I want you to come with me”
“You’re joking right?”
“I’m not. Whether you like it or not, you’re coming with me”
Nino didn’t know how. The next thing he realized was he was being dragged by Ohno out of their hotel room before he was on the shaking boat somewhere in the middle of the ocean.
He hated it. The sound of the waves, the smell of the sea, the peaceful environment he currently where about. He hated them all that he felt sick at it. Once in a while, he took a look at Ohno who was looking so damn retarded enjoying his favourite activity, not even bother to check on Nino at all.
Nino felt sick. He felt like throwing out. But watching Ohno now, he knew there will not be any moment from now that they’ll going back to the hotel. He tried so hard to ignore his dizziness by lying at the soft cushion inside the boat.
Just, god had another plan for him. By the time Ohno checked on him, Nino wished that Ohno never did.
“Seriously, we spent 2 days in the room. Why don’t you go out there and take some fresh air?” Ohno said, pulling Nino to his sitting position.
“Seriously, Ohno. If you really want your best friend back, the first thing that you should know is I hate sea!”
Ohno looked at him, disbelieved by what he heard.
“Sea makes me sick. Now go enjoy your favourite things while let me sleep in here,” Nino said, pushing Ohno away.
But Ohno was being stubborn. Instead of acknowledging what Nino had said, he pulled Nino to sit again.
“Was it the sea, or was it me that you hate?” Ohno asked, trying to lighten up their conversation by chuckling a little when he heard Nino groaned.
“For god sake, Ohno. If you really want me to die, make me stand there, right under the sunlight. Then only i tell you which one i hated the most.”
Ohno laughed. Somehow, he couldn’t see or heard how serious Nino was when he said that.
“Come on. Just stand there, i’ll take a picture of you,”
“That doesn’t sound fun,” Nino tried to protest. He sounded so weak and Ohno caught that well. Still he insisted.
“Just a moment. I promised you I won’t bother you afterward.”
Nino clicked his tongue in annoyance. Ohno really got his nerved now, but knowing Ohno since the past years, he knew the man wouldn’t let it off easily.
His dizziness doubled as he stood, walked towards the deck. He held tightly at the grip there for some support. At this point, he couldn’t see the man who was laughing watching him in his current state.
“Remind me to kill you later, Ohno-san. Make it fast!” he said, still trying to hold the grip as tight as he could. Ohno laughed as a reply
He heard the sound of the shutter being clicked. At the same time too, his strength started to weaken. He tried to make a few steps to the inside but instead of making a step forward, his dizziness drove him backwards.
Ohno who was checking the picture he took earlier froze when he heard the sound of water as if something had fall into it and Nino was nowhere to be seen on the boat.
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I'm sorry for this chapter. plain isn't it?
and then i realized, i have a fic project to continue -.-"
“Five years indeed a long year that you finally influenced her to become stupid like you,” Nino scoffed, throwing his bag onto the bed. “And what’s with the king bed?”
Ohno scratched his head. It wasn’t a pleasant ride to have your partner nagging at you for the whole 4 hours journey. But most of the nagging was right.
This whole vacation thing was a meaningless plan.
He stared at the man who was mumbling incoherently his words, probably spurting out more and more complains. His mind felt like blanking that he didn’t have a single idea on what he should responded to Nino.
“Say something, you idiot!” his mind started to focus again when a small pillow hit his head. He saw Nino, with his hand crossing against his chest, humph-ing for the nth times that day.
Silenced.
“Seriously-“
“I’m sorry i made her stupid.” Ohno blurted out, only to realize the meaning to his own words the moment another pillow hit his head. Instead of getting mad, he laughed bitterly.
“This is not a time to joke, you idiot!” Nino hissed.
“Of course.” Ohno replied, putting his bag carefully near the bed. “I’m sorry. I-“
“We’re not sharing this bed together.” Nino cut him. Ohno watched how the man grabbed his bag, starting to leave the room. But before Nino could, Ohno grabbed him by his hand, stopping him from making his way out of the room.
“Nino-“
“What the- are you planning this as well?” Nino asked, his voice rose up a pitched. He yanked of his hand from the man’s grip, pushing the man away from him harsh. “We’re not going to re-enact a déjàvu, Ohno-san! I rather get a new room instead of sharing with you!”
“Stop! Nino. I said stop!”
Ohno voice sounded intense, making Nino to stop from walking out the room. His eyes fixed on the other man who was staring at him with a mixed of confused and annoyed shown all over his face. But not for long, until Nino saw Ohno sighed, a heavy sigh.
“I’m sorry,” Ohno spoke out after a while. “I don’t know why this turning so hard for the two of us. But could we-“
Ohno paused. For a while, he kept his gaze onto the man, trying to find a right word, or maybe a right time to say his next word. His mouth somehow left opened, wanting to produce a coherent word but all the left from his mouth was a hum, unconfident with his word choice.
“Could we?” Nino repeated his words, still looking dissatisfied with the whole thing. Ohno bit his lips.
“I want you to stop yelling at me. I know it’s too much to ask, but I want us to be like before,”
“Like before?” Nino smirked. “Like before you mean, when you can freely f*ck me when you want or-“
“I want us to be friend,” Ohno explained, trying to make it clear. “Just friend.”
The whole thing between them was tiring him. All the anger, all the guilt. He knew he don’t deserved to get any forgiveness from Nino but ever since he met Nino again; no matter how hard he tried to deny, he missed the man.
He missed all of their time together before everything happened between them. They were best friend who shared almost everything. Just one wrong step, one wrong decision, one try, everything had turned into a mess.
“I just- I want my best friend back.” He muttered, loud enough to be heard by the other man.
But nothing left Nino’s mouth as a replied. He was there, standing as if lifeless, as lifeless as his eyes were. It made Ohno to wonder since when did those beautiful eyes turned so tired and dead. Every possible answer to his own question hurt.
“You don’t have to find another room. I’ll sleep on the couch. You can have the bed.”
No one say anything after that. It took Nino a moment of silence as he kept eyeing Ohno made his way to the couch.
It is a lie if he denies how he felt sorry for Ohno. It wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t Miyuki’s fault either. It was no one’s fault. He perfectly knew what Miyuki’s trying to do by sending them here, away from Tokyo, away from her. He knew exactly that Miyuki wanted them to spend some time together, alone. Just the two of them.
To Nino, her efforts were meaningless. He was broken. While for Ohno, Nino could see love in his eyes every time the man looked at his wife. That gaze he never saw when they were together before. Ohno didn’t have to say it again. Ohno is in love with her and he already accepted the fact way before.
He looked at the man once again who was now leaning his back on the couch, eyes closed. He could see how tired the man was, taking care of his beloved wife who he’s going to lose any moment soon. He could imagine how lost the man would be when the time comes. Was he cruel enough to leave him alone when the time arrives?
Just about time, his phone vibrated in his pocket. Quickly he fished it out to see Jun’s name displayed on his screen.
He could see Ohno woke up from his light sleep. Ohno was looking at him curiously, wondering who it might be calling him now.
“It’s not her. It’s Jun,” nino answered his curiousity
“Oh-“ silenced. “Why don’t you pick up his call then?”
The vibrate stop. Either he was having a delusion or not, he kept telling himself that there’s no way he heard jealousy in the Ohno’s tone when the man asked him that question.
Before he could say anything more, his phone vibrated once again.
This time, he didn’t hear it. He just saw it; the annoyed look on Ohno’s face.
He really needed to get out from there, before his mind kept on tricking him with his delusion, or maybe hope.
“I’m going out,” he mumbled his words to the man.
***
Two days past without any damage happened. Funny when Ohno didn’t make any effort when he was the one saying ‘i want my best friend back’ to Nino last two days. Nino on the other hand kept on putting some distance between them, just like how they had agreed. In front of Miyuki, they’re fine. Behind her, for god only knows how can they survive living in a room together.
For once, Nino thought they could spend their time together peacefully without really care by the other existence. He could live by not having a conversation with Ohno throughout the day.
But on the third day, Ohno finally made a move.
“I’ve rent a boat.” Ohno started. Nino made a questioning face at him. “I want you to come with me”
“You’re joking right?”
“I’m not. Whether you like it or not, you’re coming with me”
Nino didn’t know how. The next thing he realized was he was being dragged by Ohno out of their hotel room before he was on the shaking boat somewhere in the middle of the ocean.
He hated it. The sound of the waves, the smell of the sea, the peaceful environment he currently where about. He hated them all that he felt sick at it. Once in a while, he took a look at Ohno who was looking so damn retarded enjoying his favourite activity, not even bother to check on Nino at all.
Nino felt sick. He felt like throwing out. But watching Ohno now, he knew there will not be any moment from now that they’ll going back to the hotel. He tried so hard to ignore his dizziness by lying at the soft cushion inside the boat.
Just, god had another plan for him. By the time Ohno checked on him, Nino wished that Ohno never did.
“Seriously, we spent 2 days in the room. Why don’t you go out there and take some fresh air?” Ohno said, pulling Nino to his sitting position.
“Seriously, Ohno. If you really want your best friend back, the first thing that you should know is I hate sea!”
Ohno looked at him, disbelieved by what he heard.
“Sea makes me sick. Now go enjoy your favourite things while let me sleep in here,” Nino said, pushing Ohno away.
But Ohno was being stubborn. Instead of acknowledging what Nino had said, he pulled Nino to sit again.
“Was it the sea, or was it me that you hate?” Ohno asked, trying to lighten up their conversation by chuckling a little when he heard Nino groaned.
“For god sake, Ohno. If you really want me to die, make me stand there, right under the sunlight. Then only i tell you which one i hated the most.”
Ohno laughed. Somehow, he couldn’t see or heard how serious Nino was when he said that.
“Come on. Just stand there, i’ll take a picture of you,”
“That doesn’t sound fun,” Nino tried to protest. He sounded so weak and Ohno caught that well. Still he insisted.
“Just a moment. I promised you I won’t bother you afterward.”
Nino clicked his tongue in annoyance. Ohno really got his nerved now, but knowing Ohno since the past years, he knew the man wouldn’t let it off easily.
His dizziness doubled as he stood, walked towards the deck. He held tightly at the grip there for some support. At this point, he couldn’t see the man who was laughing watching him in his current state.
“Remind me to kill you later, Ohno-san. Make it fast!” he said, still trying to hold the grip as tight as he could. Ohno laughed as a reply
He heard the sound of the shutter being clicked. At the same time too, his strength started to weaken. He tried to make a few steps to the inside but instead of making a step forward, his dizziness drove him backwards.
Ohno who was checking the picture he took earlier froze when he heard the sound of water as if something had fall into it and Nino was nowhere to be seen on the boat.
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I'm sorry for this chapter. plain isn't it?
and then i realized, i have a fic project to continue -.-"
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Date: 2016-02-24 06:10 pm (UTC)And what do you mean by asking were you cruel enough to leave Ohno alone when the time arrives? He Is Cruel Enough to do all of that to you! Actually deserve more than more cruelty!! Hufft! *huffing a angry snort*
“I’m not. Whether you like it or not, you’re coming with me” >> Who are you to Demand that!! *growling*
“Was it the sea, or was it me that you hate?” What the--- How much Ego do you have!? Grow some damn conscious!! I want to stomp and jump on this too much Ego Ohno got.
And not only that he didn't take Nino words seriously and Like ALWAYS say and do whatever he wants. What a selfish bastard. Now Nino is drowning! ... DROWNINGGGG???!!!!! WHA- NINOOOO!!! OMFG!! ○□0""" Z
What is happening! It happens too quick. Does Nino got allery of sun? Like you know PMLE? Polymorphic light eruption thing? Sea sickness I know but is it also added with sun allergy?
Idk how this man do those things. What best friend do not even know his friend hate of sea. Do he even know what Nino didn't let him know? Fucking Road of Best friends, leading Nino straight to Death.
However much I hate Nino being in hospital, I do think if Nino got into ambulance at least even half a day for this incident, I'm sure such it got more impact on Ohno. I just want Ohno to feel SO MUCHHHH Guiltiness. Cause no matter how many years he is still Old Ohno who is very much selfish. HMPH.
Thank you for the update! No matter how irritating Ohno is making me mad right now, I still love update from you Ica-san!
I see a change in the beginning for the Title rating and things! New format? :D
Sorry for the long Ohno bashing! Hahaha that is just how affected I am to your fic. I gotta say you did a great job riling me up to bash Ohno cause hell I am more riled up than last chap! ;D
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Date: 2016-02-24 08:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-02-25 03:28 am (UTC)Hmm I'm really irritated at Ohno being a jerk. I wonder if Nino will forgive him someday. I just hope that Nino will be happy and get over Ohno later on. Nino deserves to be happy (Makes me wanna root for MatsuMiya instead（≧∇≦）)
I wonder how you'll wrap things up.. Hmm :)
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Date: 2016-02-25 07:21 pm (UTC)yes let nino fall and make ohchan feels guilty >.<
*such a DoS*
i can't wait for the next ch isyaaaaa (╥╯θ╰╥)