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[ica_90]

Was writing for the next update.

and then i realized.

I lost my words. they're just not connected anymore

to be honest, even in my native laugage, i kinda have the same problem. sometimes, i said incoherent word. sometimes it had a long hummmm before i finally said it.

i think, i've been distracted.

or maybe i live with expectation that i've been trying to achieve.

but then, it's stressful.

i can't do it anymore.

i'm sorry if my next fic update won't be as good as others. but i think, it's best to finish this and start to disapear from this fanfic world, right?

or even if i don't, maybe i'll just stop sharing.

maybe.

too many possibilities is not good.

see, it's not even connected.

/bye/

Comments

[reiichun.livejournal.com]

Oh, dear, maybe you need a break.
I always feel the same as you when i'm stressed, but i believe you'll be okay after you take the things slowly :)

Maybe you could take a break from writing for a while and then come back after you feeling better and want to do it, no need to push yourself to finish the story when you didn't feel like to i think. I believe the reader will understand your situation :)

Take a good rest dear :)

[ica-90.livejournal.com]

i reaaly need it. oh dear. life has been way too stressful T_T
sorry that you read my rant here.
thank you so much for your understanding :)

[reiichun.livejournal.com]

No, that's fine ^^
Sometimes when we feel troubled, we just need someone who can understand our problem and i'm glad if i can help you with that, even if it's just a little bit :)

I hope you will feel better after you take a break from anything that makes you stressed :)