(OneShot) Broken In The End
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ica_90Title: Broken In The End
Author : ica_90
Pairing: Ohmiya
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: "It just he didn’t know which one is more painful. This or his broken heart?"
Disclaimer: I own them not. and of-course it is fictional.. i don't know them so do their personal life
(this is my first time writing using 2nd point of view. Please bear with the awkwardness while reading it. And I’m sorry for making ‘his’ character too bad in this)
(Warning: un-beta)
“Seriously, what is your problem?”
“Problem? You are! Our relation is! This stupid f***ing thing is!” he throws the magazine towards Nino. A rumor about him and the girl was written on the page which opens as it falls on the floor.
“Satoshi, you know it’s not true,”
“From what I see, it is,” he said cold. Nino sighs.
He knows. Too many rumors arise about him and that girl has shakes their relation recently. He didn’t know what to do when the agency has prohibited him from giving any response towards the rumors but the girl keeps telling everything about it.
This thing has driven him crazy and he hates it. For the first time, he hates himself being fan by someone.
“Satoshi…”
“Don’t Satoshi me, Kazu!” he cuts him before mumbles the next few words. “It sounds fake,”
Nino widens his eyes. This thing not only stresses him. It changes the person in front him too.
For god sake, everyone knows it’s not true. The rumor. It’s true that he once going out with her once he knows she’s a fan of his. But that’s only once and that as friend. He never thought that the rumors spread into another way round. To the worst part of it, it almost breaking the relationship that they build for almost 11 years.
“It won’t take us to anywhere if we talk about this now. I’m going out,” Ohno said while taking all his stuff with him before being stop by Nino.
“No, you stay. It’s your house anyway. I’ll go,” He said, not bother to take a look to his lover before going out, leaving him alone.
Ohno’s words stung him so much. “It sounds fake”. Ohno never said those kinds of words before. He always nice to him. He seems to change.
Ohno knows. He should know the risk of having a relationship with someone who is from the entertainment industries. He’s one of them. He’s not blaming him for anything, but during the scandal time of Ohno before, he always be there. Even how much he hurt reading all the scandals, he keeps staying by his side. Not even say a word about it, thinking it would stress him up. But now…
Thinking about those things, it makes him wonder a lot of things. But one of it keeps wandering in his mind.
Is it him or Ohno that their relations has comes this way?
The problem didn’t solve by the next day. it has become worst to month that he keeps avoiding Nino whenever they met for work or not.
“I’m busy,”
“I’ve promised to go and drink with my friend later,”
“I’m going to the toilet,”
All those words seem to be compulsory whenever he would like to begin his conversation with his lover. Ohno’s distancing himself away from him, and Nino knows he needs to do something.
He stops by at the florist, buying a bouquet of flowers with a card saying ‘I’m sorry’ before driving to his lover house. Just when he about to open the door, a hard panting is what he heard from the room.
“Ohno-san… please…” a girl voice was heard begging.
He could see his lover smirking, realizing him seeing what he’s doing.
“ah, Nino. Gomen ne. could you wait for a while? It won’t take too long,” he said, so calms that it almost breaks his whole self.
Nino closes the door, steps brokenly to the living room. It is dark, a good place for him to hide his disappointment. Still holding the bouquet with him, he sits at the couch, staring at the white walls. He didn’t knows what is he currently feels. Hurt? Broken? Mad? It’s mixing that it’s confusing him more than ever.
He didn’t realized when Ohno comes out wearing only a short pant before take a sit next to him. He didn’t know how to begin at first. Trying to find a right word, he stare deep into his lover eyes, before begins.
“The rumors… it’s not the problem isn’t it?”
Silent.
“It’s actually… you just bored of this relation, right?” he asks, scared of what he’s going to get for the answer.
Ohno stay stiff. Slowly he lifts his face to face the guy in front of him. From the light that comes through the window, he could see it. Nino didn’t cry, but Ohno knows he’s broken inside.
It’s not Nino. It is him who is the problem. He bored, he wants to get away. Just, he didn’t know how. He knows he is selfish. But seeing the rumors surface, he takes them as advantages for him, blaming Nino for what he didn’t want anymore.
“Let’s break up, Nino. You know that we didn’t want this relation anymore,” he said calmly, didn’t look at the face of the broken guy in front of him.
“wrong, Satoshi,” Nino snaps. “it’s not we. It’s you”
A choke can be heard in his voice when he said those words. But he holds his tears inside. He won’t cry in front of the guy. He won’t show how broken he is, even he knows Ohno sees it.
He jumps onto his feet, looking straight to the lover, no, his ex-lover.
“if it’s so what you want…” he didn’t say what he wants to say. He left his words hanging there before hold out the bouquet of flower to him. “Happy Anniversary, Ohno-san. It’s… ok,”
Ohno didn’t take the flower. Instead of doing so, he stares at it. A sense of guilt hit him.
“Nino… I”
“Don’t. Don’t say anything... I said it’s fine,” he cuts him with a stress could be heard in his tone.
Seeing no other responses from the older man, he puts the bouquet on the table before storms out from the house.
Not bother to drive anymore, he takes a walk around the city. It is so confusing that he didn’t bother to look around anymore. Tears that he’s been holding from just now breaks after a period of time. A scene that he saw just now flashes clearly in his mind, causing him to cry even more.
He didn’t know what he was doing, when a flash of light is the last thing he sees before he feel pains all over his body. It just he didn’t know which one is more painful.
This or his broken heart?
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Urmmm.. about the rumors… it’s up to you who you want it to be, but I’m sure some of you know or can make a right guess about it..
Comments are welcome J
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Date: 2012-08-28 11:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-29 06:19 am (UTC)thanks for reading it.
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Date: 2012-08-28 11:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-29 06:20 am (UTC)thanks for reading
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Date: 2012-08-28 01:25 pm (UTC)MY NINOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
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Date: 2012-08-29 06:21 am (UTC)thanks for reading :)
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Date: 2012-08-28 03:55 pm (UTC)oh my god...
i cant say anymore..huhu
but i want more from this story, i want it to be sequel..
haha, because i think it will become great story ne~
big thanks and hug to you >o
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Date: 2012-08-29 06:23 am (UTC)thanks for reading :)
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Date: 2012-08-29 05:59 pm (UTC)This is seems cliffhanger! XD
I hope you'll make a sequel of this..
Thank you :D
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Date: 2012-08-30 10:59 am (UTC)thanks for reading
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Date: 2012-12-13 01:02 am (UTC)gosh you are good in angst story!
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Date: 2012-12-13 05:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-25 03:12 am (UTC)thank you for sharing!! But I didn't know about rumors, who is???
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Date: 2013-04-25 11:42 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-10-16 05:43 pm (UTC)T-T