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Title : Losing Him - Chapter 3
Lenght : Chapter
Author : ica_90
beta by : jtaytt (Thanks girl!!)
Pairing : Ohmiya (for 85% of the fic), Matsumiya (Friendship,in the next few chapters), Aimiya (Friendship, in the next few chapters), mostly friendship in this one for every other pair
Genre : Angst, Friendship, AU (because Nino quits Arashi, please advice if it’s not)
Rating : PG for now. In my draft, it’ll go to NC-17. Only for a chapter.
Summary : Few weeks after Ohno rejected Nino’s confession, Nino decided to quit Arashi, making Ohno wonder if his rejection was the reason. But he has his own suspicions, and he wanted to know.

CHAPTER 3

It saddened Ohno to think that they’ve become four instead of five for the last three months. It took him forever to get adjusted to it. The fact that it was always Nino who was beside him most of the time made it harder for him to act like nothing had happened to them.

Something did happen, and they couldn’t change it.

Within this period too, they were busy with their solo project. He and Jun were busy with shooting their drama for the next season. Aiba with his variety program shooting, while Sho had numerous of projects. All these were enough just to keep everyone busy.

It was hell. They were not allowed to talk about the sudden move made by the company, let alone to talk about Nino’s quitting the group to the media. Yet, it was the question that was often asked whenever they had to promote their activities.

For god sake, it’s hurt. Experiencing someone leaving the group when they had made so many promises together.

No one knew Nino’s whereabout. For the past months too, they were trying to find the guy. It was Nino’s decision, they knew they had to accept it and to respect his decision.

But it happened so suddenly. There were rumors surfing around and truth to be told, the dark rumors were so plausible that they need to know if they were.

They’ve been looking for the guy at his old apartment, even though they knew he won’t be there. His phone could no longer be reached and by now, they knew Nino had left them without a trace.

It has been a week since Ohno met with the other two, without Aiba. He could see they’re at the verge of giving up. He won’t stop them though, it was their life. But even without the two of them, he will still be trying to find out the truth. Something inside him told him that he was the reason, and he needed to know if it was true.

“I just feel that maybe we should let-“

“I will, Jun.” Ohno snapped. “He wanted to quit. It was his decision and I accepted it. I will let it go. But there’re a lot of things left unanswered. It’s bothering me,”

They fell silent.

He talked to Jun and Sho a lot about this. About his feeling, about how things that happened were bothering him. And there was Aiba, whose cheerful side was gone since the day the news broke.

Ohno could see the guy wasn’t happy. He talked lesser and lesser each day. Being in Arashi wasn’t his happiest time anymore. Every single thing he did, looked forced and the things that they had once looked forward to had turned into something wasn’t fun to do anymore.

At this point, Ohno wondered, if he never rejected Nino’s confession, would this even happened? And he kept wondering about it.

“I’m losing hope even though I really want to meet him again,” Sho suddenly spoke, startling him from his thought. He looked at the guy who then sighed before he continued again. “I want to know. But I felt betrayed. Meeting him again, I’m afraid I’ll go berserk. Hence, I believe it’s better for me to lose hope,”

Sho’s words have some truth in them. All of them were frustrated with the sudden decision made by Nino. He did remember that one night when all of them gathered in his room. It was among the nicest memories he had.

“I won’t leave halfway,” Jun had said.

“We’ll leave when we achieved everything, ok? Even if that takes 80 years,” Sho said in between his drunk giggles.


He still remembered Nino laughing afterward, smacking Aiba’s and Sho’s head hard when they hug each other in tears, wailing about how much they love Arashi.


“Yeah, we should stay until the end of the world,” Nino responded, laughing amusingly at the sight in front of him.


Did the words mean nothing to him? Ohno wondered.

“Fine then,” Ohno replied, dejected. “It’s ok. You guys can stop searching for him now,”

The meeting ended there. 

***
But one day, Ohno finally get his answer.

Ohno never knew what made him decided to leave his house that day when he usually prefers to stay at home or go fishing on his day off.

But that day was different. Despite his tiredness, he could literally feel his head screaming for him to go out, to head to a certain club where he used to go. And so he did.

The cacophony inside the club was something he was used to. It was a private club. A friend introduced him to the place and since then, this has always been the place he would go for a drink.

“The usual, please,” he ordered right after he took his seat at the bar, and the bartender nodded to his request.

The club was slightly more crowded than it used to. There were women in their fashionable and sexy clothes, dancing at the middle area of the dance floor, allowing guys to touch them freely. He watched, yet it didn’t make him feel excited at all. In fact, he was curious.

“Where are these people from?” he asked the bartender again.

“Oh. It’s Sugimoto-san’s birthday. They’re all his people, private invitation,”

“Sugimoto-san?”

“Yeah. See the guy at the big table?“ the bartender pointed at the old guy who was seating smugly, surrounded by a few beautiful girls and boys. “He’s the owner of some popular brands in the country. Used to sponsor a lot of idols, I heard. So I guess, no one wanted to miss the party.”

Ohno nodded. Sugimoto-san. That guy must be filthy rich, he thought.

“It’s his 60th birthday. But I’ll tell you Ohno-san, he is someone you want to make friend with. Don’t respond if anyone tried to talk to you. It could hurt your image,” the bartender warned.

Ohno frowned. That sounded serious. Of course, observing the event itself, Ohno notice how some people were to scary for him to make friends with anyway.

But then, something clicked inside his head.

Sugimoto-san.

The name sounded familiar to his ears. He tried hard to figure out who the guy was because it was a name that he had heard of, but he never once met.

“Here comes the prince!” someone shouted making the people inside the bar to cheer. People were applauding, cheering, welcoming the new guest who made his way into the club in his slump posture. Ohno’s eyes widen in surprised.

God, he missed the guy. Not a single detail changed from Nino’s face. Yet, Ohno noticed; the guy wasn’t happy. Sadness with empty eyes. Nino looked skinny than he used to remember.  But nothing bothered him, even more, when he saw Nino made his way next to the old guy before he took his seat next to the man.

“That is Ninomiya,”

“Eh, really? He was the one who quitted that group, right?”

“Yeah. But if I was him, I would too. Having Sugimoto-san supporting me for my whole life, who wouldn’t dream that?”

Hearing the conversation between the two guys, probably guests of the event, made his blood boiled. It was possible, he thought. But Nino didn’t look comfortable with the man at all. He saw, how the man wrapped his arms around Nino’s slender figure, pulling him closer as he disgustingly snuggled, kissing Nino in front of the people inside the club.

Nino on the other hand was not pushing or even reacting. His stare was blanked, letting the old man do whatever he pleased to him. He showed a little resistance when the old guy tried to kiss him, surrendering when the old guy used a little force on him. God, he treated Nino like his own personal slave.

He hated it!

And then, slowly but surely things started to fall into place. It might be his assumption, but he knew some how that Nino’s decision had something to do with that guy himself. Was he threatened? Was he in trouble? Was he in debt to the guy that he needed to forget his own dream because of it?

But what he saw next drove him to the brink of absolute fury. His body shook, his fist clenched so tightly that his knuckles turned white. Hearing people cheering over what he saw made him even madder. So much so that he felt the need to leave immediately.

He pulled out his phone, dialing Jun’s number.

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ok. next chapter, gonna reveal part of the reason why Nino left. it's still blurry though but it leads to everything... see you girls next chapter =)
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 Title : Losing Him - Chapter 2
Lenght : Chapter
Author : ica_90
beta by : jtaytt thanks girl!!!
Pairing : Ohmiya (for 85% of the fic), Matsumiya (Friendship,in the next few chapters), Aimiya (Friendship, in the next few chapters), mostly friendship in this one for every other pair
Genre : Angst, Friendship, AU (because Nino quits Arashi, please advice if it’s not)
Rating : PG for now. In my draft, it’ll go to NC-17. Only for a chapter.
Summary : Few weeks after Ohno rejected Nino’s confession, Nino decided to quit Arashi, making Ohno wonder if his rejection was the reason. But he has his own suspicions, and he wanted to know.

Chapter 2

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Ohno had once thought about this day. He had once thought about quitting. Most of the time, he thought about the probability of them continuing as four when one decided to leave. But, never once in all of his thought, had the idea of Nino quitting came to his mind. 

He knew Nino. They were so damn close. There’s almost nothing that they could hide from each other. Except who they were dating. Now that he thought about it, he could clearly remember the time when the news of him living with a girl broke; Nino was so damn frustrated that day.

But with this thing happening, Ohno couldn’t help but wonder if there was something that Nino was hiding from him. 

He had sent messages to the guy countless times. None of them was read. While part of him wanted to know the reason behind Nino’s decision, a part of him also wanted to know how was the man doing. What was happening? Was he alright? How difficult was the decision for him? Does Nino need his support right now? If that guy needed his support, he wanted to be there. But in the end, he got nothing in reply.

On the seventh day since the news broke, the four of them was called for an urgent meeting. The decision made in the meeting was expected; they’ll go hiatus for the remaining six months. All of their activities would focus on the members remaining in the group.

He watched, observed every single reaction made by the people in the meeting room when they finally concluded the meeting. He could see frustration on every members’ faces, while listening to the management staff, there was nothing they could say in return. Accepting. Somehow that sent shiver to his body.
 
This was real. And they had to accept it.

But when he looked at old Johnny’s face, there was this uncomfortable reaction the guy made. For a brief moment, they stared at each other, until the old man decided to move his sight away from him. 

“Why aren’t you stopping him?” Ohno asked, once all of the staff left the meeting room. Only the members were remaining.”Why did you let him to leave? I thought you kept assuring me that we are your main cash cow that losing one member will hurt you greatly. Why?”

“Ohno-kun-“

“You know something right?” he continued, ignoring Sho’s warning tone as he said his name. “You’ve been avoiding my gaze the whole time!”

“Satoshi-kun!”

“We need the answer, Sho! I know you wanted to know it too! What I don’t understand is why is it so easy for you to let him go!” Ohno snapped, voicing out his frustration. Subconsciously, he was pointing his finger at the old boss.

It annoyed him how all sorts of questions were pestering him since the day Nino left. It annoyed him even more when he couldn’t get any answer to them. He couldn’t deny it too; how this mess up feeling he was having now was because he was feeling guilty knowing he might be a part of the reason behind Nino’s decision. 

Something was happening around them and they didn’t even know what it was. And whatever that happened, was definitely the reason why Nino decided to leave. There’s no possible way the old boss approved Nino’s decision without hearing the guy out. And from the way Johnny-san was looking at them, he believed the guy knew something.

Why couldn’t he just spit it out?

The old man heaved a sigh.

“One thing I hope from the four of you now, is to accept and respect his decision,” the old man said, sounding so calm, which infuriated Ohno even more. He clenched his hand, his knuckles turning white as he tried to suppressed all of the anger inside him while he looked at the old man who stood up from his seat, heading towards the door.

“No one can hide the truth. One day you’ll know it. But on that day when you finally get to know the real reason, respect his decision-“
He made his way to the door, stopping before he pulled the handle.

“-and I’m sorry for not being able to stop him before everything happened,” the old man continued before he left the room.

There was no mistake that they heard how sorry the man sounded when he spoke. It was full of sympathy and the one thing that couldn’t be hidden; the man was feeling guilty for everything that had happened. That made Ohno’s suspicion towards the man grew even greater.

No one said a word afterward. Everyone was in their deep thoughts, wondering, figuring where will their future be heading. Arashi was the best thing that happened to them, despite all the hardship they faced. To them, losing a member was like a great big slap to their faces.

But Ohno had something in his mind. The more he thought about it, the more it was driving him mad. He eyed every member’s face. Nothing had changed from before. They were frustrated yet they never voiced it out. 

“I want to know-“ he said, breaking the silence in the greenroom. His words managed to draw the others’ attention to him. Three pairs of eyes were looking at him now.

He hesitated at first, taking his time to voice out his thoughts. But looking at eveything that had happened, deciphering the puzzle with every piece of information he obtained, he couldn’t keep it to himself anymore. With one deep breathe, he spoke again.

“What if everything that happened has something to do with Johnny-san?” he blurted out.

“Oi Ohno!” Sho snapped, warning him with a look.

Sho’s reaction was expected. They shouldn’t be making wild assumption. But for god sake, it’s  bothering him deeply. 

But looking at the other threes’ reactions, he knew, maybe he was wrong. 

“Ok fine. Maybe not him,” he paused. “But what if, let’s say the management?”

“Ohno-kun, that’s a very dangerous accusation,” this time, Jun replied, stopping Sho from saying anything. “Can you imagine what will happen if people hear about this?”

Ohno clicked his tongue in annoyance. “It’s a possibilty. I’m not convinced either. Thank god if it’s not true. But what if it is?”

Silence.

“Then we’re in the deep shit. All of us.” Jun replied. From the corner of his eyes, he saw Aiba, looking restless with the new hypothesis. But Jun refused to make another one. Deep inside him, he wished, if Aiba did know something, he would talk to them, answering all questions that were running in their minds right now.

“I want to know,” Ohno said. He bit his lips. Like a cue, every single memories he had with Nino flooded in his mind, tugging his heart into sadness. A week had passed since the news broke. Few weeks had passed since the last time he saw that guy. 

God, he missed Nino.

“I want to know,” he repeated. “Even if that means that I have to reveal every dark secret that will lead to it,”

“Even if it ruins us all?” Sho asked, slighly worried over the guy’s declaration.

Somehow, Ohno sighed. He knew he was being selfish. But for once, he needed to be selfish. 

Slowly, he looked up to the three guys in the room, feeling guilty over what he was going to say next. He needed their support, but he didn’t deserved it.

“Yes,” he said, pausing before he continued. “I’m sorry.”

Only Jun nodded to his words.
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hurrrmmmm.. let's see if i can rush the posting. only if i finished writing chapter 5 this friday, you girls will get the next chapter on saturday.
see ya~~
 

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